Amanda's Rape

Taken

(Amanda's POV)
Nick and I are awaken by a loud crashing sound coming from the living room. Nick jumped up from the bed and tried to get to his gun but before he could even budge, the sound got closer and louder.
Nick: Who's there?
Nick used a deep and strong voice. We saw the door handle turn, and someone came into the room.
He had a gun and a black ski mask on, he pointed the gun at my head. I put my hands up in surrender because of habit.
Me: Who are you?
I was terrified but I didn't show it. My voice was shaky and my body was trembling.
Masked man: You, are coming with me.
He grabbed me by the arm and pulled me into the living room.
Me: LET GO OF ME! NICK, HELP!
I was crying. I didn't know who this man was or what he wanted with me.
Nick: GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY FIANCÉE!
Nick tried to punch him but the man shot Nick in the shoulder.
Me: NICK, NO!
I screamed at the top of my lungs.
Masked man: Shut up, you bitch.
He pistol whipped me, knocking me unconscious.
When I came to, I was in a dark room and I was freezing. I couldn't see anything. I tried to move from the surface I was on but it appeared that I was handcuffed, with my own cuffs, to a bed frame. I couldn't tell if I was clothed or not, it didn't feel like it.
Me: No....no.....
I started crying because I realize what that man could've done to me. He could've raped me and.....it could've killed my baby....Nick's baby...
I was crying silently but as hard as I ever have before. I had a searing headache from being cracked in the skull with his gun.
Where am I? I want out! I tried to free myself from the restraints but it was no use. They were too tight and they were cutting into my skin. I was shivering and my teeth were chattering. It was so cold in there, it had to be at least 40 degrees.
I heard someone outside the door, if there even was a door...but then I heard it open. All I could see was a tall figure. It came towards me, but flicking the light switch on, on his way. It was the masked guy. No. No!
I looked down at my body, I was naked.
Me: What the hell did you do to me?! DID YOU HURT MY CHILD?! WHERE'S MY FIANCÉ?!!?!
I was yelling as loud as I possibly could.
The man pulled the mask off and I froze in horror. It was the man who had pulled a gun on Nick and I at the restaurant a few weeks ago. The friend of Simon's. Oh no, no no no.
Me: WHAT DO YOU WANT!?
Man: My name is Jimmy.
Me: WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME?! DID YOU HURT MY BABY?!
He laughed maniacally.
I struggled to get free and he came and held me down. I squirmed underneath of him, he grabbed my jaw and faced it towards him.
Jimmy: I didn't touch you or the disgusting being inside you. Yet.
That sent me over the line. That built anger inside me. No one calls my baby a 'disgusting being'.
I managed to kick him between the legs and he rolled off of me. I shook the cuffs up and down until the bar came loose. I stood up and cracked him in the head with it, once.
As soon as he was out cold, I searched his body for the cuff key. I found it in his jacket pocket and I freed myself. I cuffed him to the leg of the bed.
Me: Where the hell did he put my clothes?
I searched the room high and low for them and did not find them until I searched my final spot. He had them under the bed. I put them on as fast as I possibly could.
I walked over to the doorway and looked back at him one more time. I started to cry and I leaned against the door frame. I thought about Nick, I was so scared. Please be alive...
I found my way out of the room and I managed to find a staircase leading up somewhere. As I got to the top, the door was locked.
Me: Shit. Oh well...
I grabbed the railing beside me and kicked the door three times until it finally busted open.
On the other side of the threshold was a normal house. This must be his.
I found my way to the front door and ran out as fast as I possibly could.
It was still dark outside but I had no idea where I was. I surveyed my surrounds but none of it looked familiar. I didn't have my phone to call anyone and I didn't have any money for a pay phone. I had no clue what time it was. I didn't know if Nick was dead or alive.
I pressed my hands to my ears and sat on the sidewalk, and cried. I started having an anxiety attack. My body trembled, I was hyperventilating, and the tears would not stop flowing. I got up and sprinted down the street to see if I could find anyone.
As I reached the end of the road, I saw a hospital. I ran inside and right to the desk.
Nurse: Whoa, honey, easy now. Are you okay?
Me: No, I-I don't know where I am or what time it is...
Nurse: Sweetie, you're in Brooklyn. It's only 4:30 in the morning. What are you doing out alone at this hour.
Me: I can't get into details right now. Can I use the phone?
Nurse: Sure, honey, sure.
Me: Thank you so much.
I walked around the desk and I dialed the phone out, calling Olivia.
Olivia: Benson.
Me: Olivia! Thank god!
Olivia: Amanda! Oh dear god, where are you? We've been searching for you all night!
Me: I'm at a hospital in Brooklyn. What I'm more worried about is....where's Nick? Is he alright? Is he alive?!?!
Olivia: Amanda...
Me: oh no...
I started crying.
Olivia: Amanda, he's in surgery. The bullet hit pretty close to an artery. They don't know how long he'll be in there. They're doing the best they can.
Me: Oh god....
Olivia: It's okay...
Me: No it isn't....Olivia I was kidnapped by one of Simon's friends. He said his name was Jimmy. I don't know what he wanted but he had me chained to a bed, naked. He said he didn't touch me or the baby but I didn't believe him and-
Olivia: Amanda, calm down. What hospital are you at? Go ahead and take a rape kit and I'll be there as soon as I possibly can be okay?
Amanda: Olivia, I can't go through another one...please....
Olivia: Do you want to be safe or not?
Amanda: But....I don't want to hurt the baby.
Olivia: That's completely understandable...but you should be able to get through it. Please, if you won't do it for yourself, do it for Nick.
I hesitated before I answered her.
Me: I'm at New York Methodist....please hurry....
I hung up the phone and began to cry.
Nurse: Sweetie, follow me. We'll take care of you.
The nurse put her arm on my back and led me to a room where she made me strip my clothes off and gave me a gown.
Nurse: Would you like us to perform a rape kit?
Me: Yes....please....
I closed my eyes and tears streamed down my cheeks.
Nurse: Sit tight, I'll be right back.
The nurse left and as she did, Olivia came bursting into the room.
Me: OLIVIA!!!
I started bawling and Olivia wrapped her arms around me.
Olivia: It's okay, Amanda....it's alright. You'll get through this.
Me: Olivia, I can't do this again....it was too much horror the first time.
Olivia: It's gonna be okay. I promise you.
She slightly smiled at me and I did the same.
Just then, the nurse came back with the kit, ready to start.
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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey, everyone! I am so so so sorry that I agent updated this story recently! I've been really busy with my other stories and I've had terrible writers block for this one. I'm going to be posting a lot more here! I hope you guys liked this chapter! Stay tuned for more!