my life as well as theirs (poems)

reality will be my death

Have they ever stopped

Stop to think that I hate it here

Hate being in a world that feels

Feels like I don't belong and never will.

Everything I do is and never

Will be good enough for them.

Always making me feeling like dying

Killing myself seems to be my only escape.

When will they learn

that they are slowly killing

My hopes and dreams

People that claim can help me

Never do help

I wish that they would help.

People that help that aren't aware

My friends

These people know me

Better than anything

They know I hate it here

And I want to die.

They make sure I

Don't do a thing to kill myself

The reality that they have faced

Is my reality will kill me.

So they make sure

I never actually see reality

They all want me to live

So they hide it

Well I finally caught a glimpse

And they were right

My reality will and is going to

Be the death of me

And there is nothing

Nothing at all to stop it.