my life as well as theirs (poems)

Suicide Leads To Love

You tried

Saving me

From killing

Myself

Knowing full

Well that I

Hated living

When they

Sent me

To this place

You didn't

Even visit

Well when

I get out

Of here

I will die

Like it or not

Only if I

Stop falling

For some guy

The guy is the

Only thing

Preventing me

From killing

Myself

I hate that

Being with him

Prevents me form

My death

But I am

Happy about

It at the same time

I love you

And you love me

Please don't leave me