my life as well as theirs (poems)

this pain

there is a

pain with in

my broken

heart

this pain

just doesn't

want to

go away

I noticed the

pain first

appear when

I turned two

years old

It has been

here since

haunting me

It my have

something

to do with

the fact my

"dad" left me

and my mom

started abusing

this was also

the time where

I decided to hide

the real me

if I decide to

show the real

me and confront

my problems

will this

plain deep

within my heart

go away

will it stay?

this indescribable

pain makes me cry

my self to sleep

everynight

I really truly

only wish for

it to just go away