my life as well as theirs (poems)

My Lover

When you look 

at him you see

Black soulless 

Eyes

And evil smile

With crooked 

Teeth

Long black 

Hair that

Need to 

Be brushed

You see

Horror

When I look 

at him

I see the 

complete opposite

deep blue gray eyes

A perfect smile

That could kill

And hair that is 

Dirty blonde

That always seems

to cover his left eye

I see beauty

He is what

Is killing me

And I am happy 

He is killing 

Me

He is

My lover

And he 

always

Will be

Even in death

Because my 

lover is death