my life as well as theirs (poems)

WHY?!?

The feelings

that I have

longed for

love

happiness

acceptance

belonging

I am finally

feeling

instead of

feeling

sad

depressed

anger

hurt

heartbroken

unloved

Meaining

I am FINALLY

enjoying my

life. you don't

seem to like that

so you try to

do anything

possible to

make sure I

dont enjoy my life

you have been

doing that for

years now.

but you have no

reason to hate me

I want to know

WHY?

you hate me

WHY?

you treat me like shit

WHY?

i have been asking

myself sevral

questions like

that. all seem to be

why am i being treated

a certain why

or why you

seem not to like

but while you still

do the same crap to

me.

I am going to stay happy

becuase right now

there is nothing

you can do to

make me go back to

those feeling I would

always have.

But I am still going to

aske myself

WHY?