my life as well as theirs (poems)

the reason why I am ending my life

sometimes I

Wish I could

just die

no one will

is what I am

always being told

and i am starting

to belive it

the biggest mistake

of my life

was being born

my mom and dad

say things like

"your useless"

"you will never be loved"

"the world would be

way better without you"

"Iregret having you"

I've been hearing

these things since

I was 2 years old

my "brother"

hates me

my "sister"

wish that I was dead

my mom and dad

think I'm a waste of

time energy and space

they all want the

same thing from me

they want me dead

so tonight

I am going to kill myself

because I am

unloved

depressed

useless

waste of space

adn when I am dead

I will FINALLY

be happy

and rid of my HELL

my family

will get what they wanted

me to be dead

I will finally be out of my HELL