my life as well as theirs (poems)

what should I do?

you were

always there

for me

when I was

hurt or sad

and I was there

for you

It was like

thos for

about three

years

on that third

year you went

form my

best frend

to an abusive

jack ass

I dont what

I did or said

to make you

hate me

I have become

extermly

paranoid

becuase of your

abuse

you were my

best friend

and now

your and ass

all you do now'

is be mean and

hurt me

I am afaird to

be anywhere

near you

I really want to

know what I did

to you

so that I can

fix it and make

it better between

us

dont get me wrong

but I miss my friend

that I was close

with and I want him

back not this fucking

douche bag that

has stolen

his body