my life as well as theirs (poems)

forever alone

my life

my secrect

my suffering

should I

show the

world

everything

I hide form

it ?

should I

explain to

them why

I kept my

secrect?

or why I was

always lying

to them?

should

I even bother

explaining

why I decided

to slilently

suffer

if I do tell

them they

will leave me

but if I

dont

tell them

they will

also leave

I have

seen and

thought about

every possible

choice and outcome

none of them are

goo for me only

bad

so no matter

what I do I

will always

and forever

be alone

with the people

that are around

me