my life as well as theirs (poems)

suffering to help you

When we were little

I would do anything for you

because you were my family

but now that we are older

I don't want to have

anything to do for you

Well you have caused me problems

with my self esteem

with my depression

that people think I am in

my hating being around people

all the pain and suffering

you seem to cause me is now

back firing on you

because of you

I don't want to be with you

around you

help you

or anything

I just want you to suffer like

you made me

but is it wrong to want

you family to suffer.

your reasons were

you were jealous

jealous of what?

you wanted something of mine

wanted what?

never did you once answer the questions

so now you are suffering

and I am still doing anything to make sure

that YOU are happy

no matter the cost to ME

but I am stopping

so know you will learn

how to stand on your own to feet