my life as well as theirs (poems)

In The End

In the beginning 

I had everything

Love

Family

Happiness

Later on

In my life

I just had

Family 

And

happiness

In the end

Which is now

I have nothing

Just

Sadness

Loneliness 

And being

Unloved

After all that

I have had  it

Doesn't matter

When I trying

To get your love

And approval 

I realized it 

Was wrong

As long as in 

The end I was 

Some form of happy

I might have fallen 

And lost everything

But it doesn't matter  

To me anymore