my life as well as theirs (poems)

What you dont know

You say I

Shouldn't be

Depressed

Well you dont

Know the

Reasons why

I am

You dont know

My dad

Abandonded me

When I was 3

Only fucking 3

That since I

Was 2 years old

I havent felt

Love

Or happiness

My mom has

Been treating

Me like a maid

Since I was

Only 5

My family

Doesnt care

No matter the

Way they act

When YOU or

PEOPLE are

Around it

Only matters

When they

arent there

I swear

Several times

I was almost

Raped

I have been

Called

Loveless

Ugly

Fat

Any mean name

You can think of

Since I was 3

Now I am 15

And the names

still continue

So now I have

A shit load

of problems

That you still

Dont know

about

This

this was

only the

Short version

Of my life and

Reasons why

There are still many

More that no one

knows not even

you know about then

And you have

The fucking balls

To say and think

I shouldnt

Be fucking depressed

Well you better damn well

Think again.

You dont even

Know the damn

Truth to my life

So you better shut

The fuck up with you

Crap and leave me

the hell alone about

MY depression

if Not then I just

will have nothing

to do with you

and your

fucking life