my life as well as theirs (poems)

my dreamworld

A place to

call my own

just a simple

little place

this place

would be

where all

my dreams

and wishes

would come

true

this place

would be

my dreamworld

my real

world is

just a painful

place

I think of

it more

as a

personal hell

that I will never

escape

my dreamworld

that I hardly ever

see is always

such a peaceful

place

I only see this

world when I

am sleeping

something

I hardly do

anymore

but when

I do sleep

I never want to

leave it

my reality

everything is

an upside

down world

to my dream world

in this world

I am happy

never made

always smiling

and luagh

never depressed

like I am now

when I leave the

world I love

I am counting down

till I finally will sleep

again

my most peaceful

time of day

is when I am

sleeping

and never

will be when

I am awake