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Marks PoV

Me and Jack sat across from each other in the kitchen " so what happened is she ?" He asked " yeah ... Got a little being inside her " I sighed with a smile " my little grand child ... Y' know I didn't think I'd be a grand father at the age of 32 yeah maybe 37 but not 32." I laughed " heh I know. What's her decision ?"
" all she said was " oh shit" I'm not sure of her decision " I shrugged. " ugh I'm totally fine for her to want to have the baby but ... The problem is that'll make another mouth to feed . Mark were youtubers not billion airs . We already have eight mouths to feed including the pets. Having nine will be impossible ! I struggle to make time for Levane alone , but having to teach her everything she needs to know about a baby is even harder ! "
" Sean ... I don't know how to say this but I really don't want her to go through with this ... I would like her to have an abortion but I can't bring myself to say that to her . Cause my mom wouldn't approve of it yours wouldn't and Levane probably won't either ... I really do think it's the best decision especially at her age " I ran a hand through my hair. I looked at the time " Levane gets home from school in two hours okay ... That gives us time to decide what to do with this "

2 hours later

" I got the boys from school ! Amy is at a friends !"
Levane shouted. We decided to talk to her. She walked into the kitchen and saw me and Sean sat down waiting for her " what's going on ? Why do you look as if you have joined a cult ?"
" Levane sit down please" she sat beside Sean " we want to know this right away ... How do you feel about having the baby?" Sean asked " I'm fine with it ... Really I am "
" now this is my question ," I said " how do you feel about abortion. Her face turned from neutral to anger " what?"
" well at such a young age I really think you should think about abortion . Believe me I'm not angry if you decide to go through with this but I really really do think you should ... Abort the baby before it's too late . "
" who do you think you are? My owner ? I want to go through with this ! Why would I want to abort my child!?" She growled " I'm not telling you I'm just saying I think you should it's only an opinion" I explained then she stood up " well keep your shitty opinion to yourself . It's not needed . I'll do what I want when I want, this baby is staying weather it looks like him and talks like him I'll love it until o die ! God dammit ," I stopped her " Levane think please . Wonder how hard it was for me and your dad to raise two kids, to make time for you as well as YouTube to pay for your flights to pay for your clothes god we could only just get by when me and your dad were living alone let alone together with two kids ! Then wonder how hard it was to look after two babies . I knew nothing about kids unless they whew three! And having to know how to feed them without choking them , having to change their nappy so it didn't run and cause a rash , to feed them and not get it stuck in their throat to just sleep with them bawling all night long . It's hard Levane . Too hard . "
" who said I'll keep the baby?" She sat back down " I didn't bu-"
" but what Mark? " her accent began to thicken ... I've never heard it this bad it's thicker than Sean's " bu-"
" but nothing . If you didn't save me I bet you'd be  happy to say this wouldn't have happened. Without me and the others you two might not even be together . Mark I never asked you to save me from my crazy ass dad did I? I know and remember the story . I don't give a monkeys Arse if amy doesn't but I do. I could've got on with my life in an orphanage , I could've survived without kicking your stomach in , I could've survived without them Oreos , I could've survived without breaking my nose , I could've survived without a puppy I could've survived without getting grounded all the time . And most of all I could've survived without. You." She stood back up once again and walked out the kitchen. I could hear her walk up the stairs " Mark I'm not blaming you for anything but I think she hates you " Sean said quietly " yeah . Yeah I know " I leaned back in my seat " why did I have to screw that up?"

Sean's PoV

What hit me hardest was that Levane said " without me and the others you two might not be together " what? I didn't get it. we got together before we found the girls . But ... Every argument me and mark have had every time Mark left for a few days ... The kids where there to show how we need to stay together. " Mark she had a point for some of that. "
" I know ..." He sighed and got up. Leaving I heard him go upstairs.

Levanes PoV

Bloody idiot! Mark , why do you have to make me feel like I'm in a prison? I heard a knock on the floor board " hey"
" what do you want? To give out more of your shitty opinions ?"
" no I just came to chat" he smiled gingerly " why? After I just told you all the ins and outs , my whole life in a rant?"
" because your my daughter . Biological or not your my clumsy little toddler and I can't change that" he climbed up. I heard a clack of the ladders " when will the stairs be put in ? " I asked
" soon were waiting for the measurements " I tried making small talk. " Levane you do know even if you keep the baby I will still love you. You know that right?" I nodded , the tears prickling my eyes. Mark sat beside me and as he did I lunged forward for a hug " I'm sorry " I cried onto his chest " it's okay ... Let it all out "
" everything I s-said was o-out of anger "
" I know but everything I said was logic. We told you these things just so you know how hard it is and just to let you know the big challenge your putting yourself into."
" I-I...*sigh* I don't know ... I do want to go through with this but I just can't imagine the pain I'll be in"
" trust me the whole she-bang of pain will hit you like a boulder. I know that doesn't help but I really do hope your prepared for this "
" Diana said that."
" I know"
" how!"
" we planned this ... We knew something was up so we relied on Diana to get it out of you. Then I did it too . Cause you were broken down enough for me to talk to you"
" okay. Well thanks for being a great dad to me ." I smiled

Sean's PoV

" okay. well thanks for being a great dad to me " that was so heart warming " Sean as well. Having to put up with my shit ,like my swearing , grades , attitude , argumentative side, ignorance , rudeness , and most of all the way I've hidden my fatherly love to him " I sniffled at that " well I don't care about your mistakes I'll always love you. She looked up and smiled walking towards me " I'm so sorry for it all"
The tears of happiness fell free " it's okay" Mark got up and hugged too. Being no difference , that me ,being 5'9  Mark is 5'10 making us short  and Levane being 5'5." Well I guess that discussion is over " Levane said " yes ..." I said
" yes it is " Mark finished.