11:11 -Cake Hoodings (discontinued)

8- Cuts

HEY EVERYBODY!

Its Rita btw, hyd guys?
So yea im still in Japan, and Im writin this chapter cuz i can. Ok? Ok.

* trigger warning.*

//LUKE'S POV

I stood in the bathroom.

Calum got beat up.

Calum

My whole world got beat up

Because of me

I got beat up

But I deserved it.

I was such a fag.

I stood there shirtless, cringing at how ugly my body was.

Why am I here?

I deserve to die.

I took out the razor from the drawer.

Pressed it down, till my skin bled.

I cut.

More and more.

There was so much blood.

I didn't stop.

My hands were shaking, and my wrist stung.

I didn't stop.

I cut my abdomen.

Why was I so fat?

I cut.

More and more.

My vision became blurry.

I couldn't see anything.

I was going to die.

Finally.

But.

I stopped when I heard a gasp.

"LUKE! STOP!"

Someone snatched the razor from my hand and tossed it to the floor.

I collapsed into his arms.

This warmth,

This scent...

It was so familiar.

I gazed at his face, which was covered in tears.

"Why why why why" he was crying.

Calum?

My lips parted, wanting to say something, but no voice came out.

I relaxed in his arms, and everything went black.

♚

I woke up to the sound of sobbing.

I was in my room, in my bed.

Sitting on the floor, and crying his eyes out, was the dark haired boy who I loved so much.

Yes, I said loved.

I'm in love with Calum.

"Calum! He's awake!" I looked up to see Michael standing at the door, whisper-yelling at Calum.

Calum looked up, and his face broke my heart.

His eyes were red and puffy, and his cheeks were stained with tear tracks.

"L-Lukey...?"

I wiped the tears from his face with my thumb and smiled, only making him cry even more.