11:11 -Cake Hoodings (discontinued)

23- Fears

Unedited.

--Dj

//LUKE'S POV

"Get over here."

"W-what do you want?"

"I said get over here!"

I tried to run away, but he grabbed me by the wrist and threw me onto the bed.

"D-don't touch me-"

I get cut off by a slap.

"I'm gonna make you feel good."

"N-no!" He smashed his lips on mine, forcing his tongue inside me, and made out with me.

I didn't kiss back.

It felt gross.

He took my shirt off, and slapped me again when I resisted.

He held my legs up and put it-

"NOO!!!"

I wake up screaming, and Calum sits up.

Hot tears began streaming down my face, and I held my legs close to my chest, leaning back and forth slowly.

"Lukey...." Calum whispered, rubbing my back slowly, soothing me a little.

This has been going on for the past two days.

I kept having the same nightmare, remembering what he did to me two days ago.

"Lie down Lukey. I'm here. Let's go to sleep okay?"

I didn't say anything.

I couldn't.

My voice is ugly.

Nobody likes my voice.

I can't toture anyone with my voice.

Not anymore.

I lay down, and Calum cuddled me, my back on his chest.

His left arm wrapped my body, and his right hand played with my hair softly, making me feel sleepy, before sleep began to take over me completely.

♤

Calum woke me up gently, and asked me what I wanted to eat for breakfast.

"No thank you. " I typed, and smiled.

Calum gave me a sad smile, before going downstairs.

I stiffled a yawn, and stretched a little, before going to take a shower.

I didn't last.

The moment I took off my shirt, scenes of that day replayed in my mind, and I ended up crying in the corner of the bathroom, afraid to move.

I heard Calum call my name.

Help me Calum.

I wanted to yell, but I couldn't.

My voice is horrible.

I can't speak.

I won't speak.

Never again.

"Lukey, what's wrong?"

Calum came into the bathroom, and hugged me.

Why is he doing this?

I don't deserve him.

I'm such a terrible person.