Song: We might be dead by tomorrow - Soko
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"Connor," I whisper. "They're here,". Connor pulls me closer as I speak, cradling me in his arms. "I'm not leaving you Troye," He says. His tears have drenched his clothes but I can tell it doesn't matter to him what anyone else thinks anymore.
But they're are here now.
And they're knocking on our door.
"Connor you're doing this for our country. They need you," I say crying quietly. "Not as much as you need me," He says gripping onto me tighter.
"I need you to go Connor," I say quietly, choking on my words.
"I don't want to be there soldier Troye. I want to stay here, with you," He whimpers.
"Then be my solider Connor. Go fight the world for me. I'll be right here when you come home," I say.
He pulls me so close to him that there is no longer any space between us. He kisses me slowly and softly for what feels like forever. We both hear our door slammed open but choose to ignore it. I don't want him to go anymore. I want him to stay here and be safe with me.
But being safe isn't an option for us.
"Sergeant Franta, We need you to evacuate the wounded outside of the area," I hear the soldiers say. Connor pulls away from me, kissing me on the cheek. I smile a little as tears pour down my face.
"Yes sir," Connor says. "I love you so much Troye," He says kissing me. "I love you too," I whisper.
Connor starts walking behind the men but he soon runs back to me. "I'm your soldier," He whispers in my ear. He kisses me one last time and runs back to the men. "My soldier," I mouth.
I watch as Connor marches behind the other soldiers. He seems so out of place there. They're all so tall and he's so short and they all come off as mean but Connor's so sweet. But I never loved the fake ones. I loved my soldier.
I don't know how I was going to survive without having him near.
----time skip 2 years---*'_'*----
I'm sitting, writing music, when I hear a knock on the door.
Finally Zoe's here, I mumble quiely in question as I walk to the front room.
"Troye Sivan Mellet,"The voice says causing me to wince. I hate my last name.
And then I realise something. The voice is not Zoe's, it's deeper, softer, It's.....
"Connah," I whisper looking into my soldiers eyes while tears are filling my own.
"Hi Troye," He mouths.
I pull him close, closer than ever before.
He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist allowing me to kiss his neck slowly, biting down on his sweet spot. I hear him moan causing me to giggle at his insecurities.
"I missed you Troye," He said kissing me.
The kiss seemed to go on for infinite moments.
I loved my solider.
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Hello
Goodbye
I have school
and i'm lazy
this is a really small oneshot
expect more from me this weekend
....or dont
love ya
