I wrote this for someone else. Someone really important to me. But let's just pretend it's Troye writing to Connor. We should all pretend unless we are my someone else. Because if it's you pretend it's us.
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3rd person POV
Troye hand't heard from Connor in weeks. He was getting worried for his boyfriend, as it wasn't like him to not answer his texts. He cried desperately at night and each day hoped a little more that his boyfriend would reply to his many, many texts.
As Troye was about to go to sleep one night, he decided to write something in his journal. He didn't know wether it would be a song a poem or just words but he felt an urge to write. He ran his hand over the smooth cover and flipped through the tear filled pages. He placed his pen on his paper and wrote.
Dear Connor
He scribbled that out.
I miss your smile.
I miss your kisses and cuddles
I miss our late night talks
I miss when we'd talk about our dreams
I miss the continuous notifications from you when I'd come home from the studio
I miss your loving words
I miss telling you how much I care for you
I miss waiting for your texts although I still do
I miss your smile
I miss talking about our future
I miss singing to you
I miss when you'd encourage me
I miss cheering you up or vice versa
I miss when we'd ramble on about nothing
I miss when we'd ramble on about everything
I miss talking about seeing you soon
I miss telling you you're adorable
I miss fighting over who loves each other more
I miss when we would think in sync
I miss every moment when you'd make me fall more in love with you
I miss calling you cute nicknames
I miss talking to you
I miss telling you I love you
But I do
I love you Connor
but I miss you
more than the world
Sent to Connor joel Franta at 4:30 am
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Hey so I know this was crappy but I promised my someone that I'd update this for them tonight although hopefully they're asleep by now.
I did actually write this down in my own journal but YOU CAN TURN ANYTHING INTO FAN FICTION
anyway that's all I got tonight.
I love you guys
Thanks for reading
I should say that more often
