ACHES [Wattys Winner 2015]

Streaming Life

Sometimes I feel like my life is streaming.

Some teenager movie watching,

Or some god dreaming,

In some other dimension still buffering.

I am just a character,

Or a puppet

Of plans pre-decided,

Of stories where I am chided.

Am I really independent,

Of thought and actions,

Or just I am losing my dimensions of thinking,

To insane proclivities, in the continuum factions.

I don't know yet,

But for thinking sake,

Just for juggling in my processes,

To think of it,

It would be fun,

If somebody did tell me

In this life,

How to run!