The Skin I'm In: New Problems, Old Scars (Urban Fiction)

Chapter 16

(Ve'Quell)

I feel the rush, the burning sensation

Even though it hurts mentally, physically it hurts so good

I don't know how I got this far,
That will never be understood

But here I am, I admit it, I am an undercover addict

I'm addicted to the feeling, the sneaking, the acting, I love it all

Lying to my soon to be wife, that's a danger zone

My senses tingle, I think they get a little better, after each hit

I'm on a whole different level, they say that it's levels to this

I have to find which one I'm on, and get some help for this

I'm lost, I'm like a little child searching for their parents

Lost in the middle of Walmart, Target, or something, man I can't stand it

I'm missing out on life because I'm stuck here, I'm stuck in between my reality and what's actually real,

I can no longer feel, I can't see or think, I barely eat or drink

Physical food, but I'm soaking in this liquid drug called hooked,

And true to its name, I'm hooked on hooked,

I thought I could do it, but this has not been shook,

I need the help, I need some help, I need somebody to come and snatch this from me,

I'm lost, I'm stuck, I'm not right, I'm no luck,

I'm here looking for something, but I'm not sure what it is,

I'm looking for the high from when I hit my first hit,

I'm looking for the cloud I was on, when I got my first pinch,

I'm know I shouldn't be searching for something so deadly,

It reminds me of my brother and when I said that would never, be me,

Now look at me, I'm him, he's me, we are we,

We are going down the same path, once again, I'm speaking about him

Like he's actually here with me, I don't know anymore,

I don't know what to do, the dreams are back, they are stronger than ever,

My reality is a dream, my dreams are reality,

I'm just a lost soul looking for that lost whole, trying to fill it up,

Not with dirt, or love but with this burning liquid...

I guess this is the life of a burning addict.

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"Burning Addict" Poem
Written by: KarmaJane ♡

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