After Breaking Dawn

Built Up

Jake POV

That stupid bitch is going to get it. My poor girl was trying to be nice and be friends with that witch and she says no!? Who the hell does she think she is!? Renesmee started crying again after she left. "Shhhh, it's okay love." I soothed. "No.. It's.. Not.." she said through tears. Andrew and Anthony looked like they were going to cry themselves. I took Ness into the next room. "No! Bring her back!" Andrew yelled. I glared and he backed off. "What are we doing!?" she sobbed. I set her down and she looked hurt and burst into a wave of new harder tears. She curled in a ball and tucked her legs to her chest. It killed me seeing her like this. "Baby, I was just getting you water. I don't want you to dehydrate." I say quickly as I finish filling up the cup with water. She looks at the cup in my hand and relaxes. "I thought you didn't want to hear me cry so you were leaving" she cried. I picked her up and gave her the cup and looked her right in the eye. "You're stuck with me forever. It hurts too bad to be away from you." I tell her softly. She smiles and kisses me hungrily. I kiss her back passionately. Suddenly I felt wet... She spilled her water on me. I jerked back and laughed. Tears welled up and she started crying again. "Baby. You spilled your water on me" I said as I lifted her chin. She giggled musically. Such a beautiful sound. "Sowwwwwy Jakey. Can you forgive me?" She asked like a baby. I found her lips with mine as a response. She tugged at my shirt and pulled it off. She wrapped her legs around me and her arms around my neck. I stood there just holding and kissing her. She was so perfect. She unwrapped her legs and I set her down, not breaking our kiss. She tugged at my pants. I got butterflies everytime she did. I smiled in our kiss and she kissed me harder in response. I took her shirt off and kissed her neck as I reached for her pants. She giggled whenever I kissed her neck. It was one of my favorite things to do. She kissed my jawline, chest, or neck whenever she was in the mood for some alone time. I kissed her neck when I was. She tore at the rest of my clothes and I hers. We had some alone time for two hours. I needed her badly and she needed me. She got up and was glowing, well she always does but more now. She pulled her clothes on and I put on mine. She was so beautiful. We were dressed and she came and wrapped her arms around me. "I don't know how I got so lucky." my angel said. I picked her up and she giggled. "You're not the lucky one" I said as I kissed her lightly. She giggled again. I seriously should record it so I could hear it all the time! "Let's go see Andrew and Anthony!" she exclaimed. We walked into the room to see Andrew and Anthony tied to the bed with Jerry sitting over them with a knife. "How nice of you to join me" he said with an evil grin. I got in front of Nessie protectively. "Get out. Now." I spit. Ness just grabbed my arm. She was so scared. I took a step toward Jerry and he smiled wider. "Carlisle!" I exclaimed. He came running and Jerry's face dropped. Carlisle was at him and had the knife in half a second flat. "Let's take a walk Jerry." I said with an evil grin. "Babe..." Renesmee started. I saw the turmoil in her eyes. She was tired of being afraid of him, but she didn't want me to hurt anyone. I kissed her on the cheek and went over to Jerry. I threw him out the window onto the branches and hopped after him.

Renesmee POV

Jake left with Jerry. I didn't want Jerry hurt but I would kill him if he hurt my brothers. We untied the boys, but I needed Jake horribly at this point. Nanu came and hugged me. I felt a little better, but I needed Jake. An hour passed and I got really worried. I huddled in the corner and was in a ball. I couldn't move. It literally hurt without knowing how Jake was. I wanted to cry and scream, but I stayed quiet. I didn't want to scare Andrew or Anthony. Andrew came and sat next to me, he laid his head on my shoulder. I flinched as he did. He put his head upright and apologized. I almost said its was okay with my gift, but stopped myself because I got a text. It's from Jake! "Hey babe. So Jerry is gone but Sam called and I am on my way to La Push. I'm on my way to board the plane already. Love you." was all it said. No explanation as to why he didn't say goodbye. I called him he ignored it. "What's going on honey?" I text him back. He called me and I answered. "Listen love, I can't tell you what's going on. I love you so much-" I cut him off. "I am your wife. You will tell me whats going on! We promised to never keep anything from each other? Why are you breaking that promise. You said you'd never break your promises. You only made me two. To love me and to always be honest." I say crying. I heard him sigh. "Babe. Sam wants me to be Alpha. I'm the only one that can. I am going there now to straighten everything out. I thought it might be bad if I brought you because they know I'm not taking it because I love you. I couldn't say goodbye because I can't leave you like that so I left without seeing you." he said sadly. "So instead of being honest and just telling me what you wanted you went behind my back and left without me knowing. What am I supposed to think? Just take Alpha. Stay there. You obviously don't want to be here" I said through angry sobs. "Baby" he said. I knew I hurt him. But why would he not say goodbye!? He never did this. I couldn't even. I hung up and collapsed into an uncontrolled rage of tears. Andrew took my phone and dialed someone. Daddy maybe? I heard the familiar husky voice and sobbed harder. He called Jake. "Ness!" Jake said happily. "No this is Andrew. Can you hear her!?" he screamed as he put the phone to me. I couldn't help but scream and cry. He didn't want me and he wanted Alpha. I couldn't hold him back. I was the only reason he wasn't Alpha. Jake gasped. "Yeah she looks even worse. How could you Jake? You say you love her yet you leave when she is most vulnerable!? I always wanted a relationship like yours but maybe I don't want that. I don't want to leave the one I say that I love most!" Andrew booms. "Shut up Andrew! You think this is easy!? She basically told me she didn't want me anymore! I hate leaving her, but the only way I can stay with her is to go and do this. Alone. I feel broken without her and it's eating me from the inside out! I need her, I was going to have her meet me here, but I doubt she even wants to see me anymore" he shouts. "Of course I do" I choke. "Get her to the airport. I need her. Let her know I love her and I need her and that I am waiting for her. Please, have her come. Or should I go to her?" he asked with pain in his voice. "Come. Here." I choke. "I'll be there in twelve minutes love" I hear him say sadly. I can't stop crying. Exactly eleven minutes and fifty eight seconds later, he walks in and picks me up. He carries me to the room next door. I buried my face in his chest and slowly calmed down. He was singing me our song and stroking my arm lovingly and kissing my head. I turned up and kissed his jawline. "I'm sorry babe" he says softly. "I'm the one that should be sorry" I whisper. His eyebrows furrow. "For what? Feeling completely rational about me not saying goodbye? For me being totally selfish in the fact that even I knew I was wrong for not telling you about the pack and thats why couldn't bear to see your face when I told you?" he said as tears brimmed his eye. "For me letting you down." he said as a tear fell and he looked away. "I forgive you baby. But I am your wife and I want to go with you" I say softly. I kiss his jawline again and he melts into my touch. I hop off his lap and grab his hand. "Come on. We have a plane to catch." I say sweetly. He smiled and kissed me urgently. "We have three hours until take off" he murmered in my ear. He kissed down my neck and pulled at my shirt. I was starting to like this hospital. We made love for two and a half hours and I was utterly exhausted. We caught the four hour plane and I fell asleep in Jake's arms. I woke up with half an hour left in the flight. Auntie Alice had a vision so she had clothes and everything packed. I changed into some designer jeans and a black Harvard sweatshirt. I threw on some black uggs and woke Jake up with some light kisses. He kissed me back happily. "Change baby" I say sweetly as I hand him some jeans and a black shirt. "Wanna help" he says seductively in my ear as he kisses down my neck. I giggle and turn a few heads. They gawk a little and Jake tenses up. I kiss him sweetly. He always melts into me. He gets up to go change. Some guy my age came and sat next to me. "Hey I'm Walter" he says sweetly. "Hello. I am Renesmee." I say politely. "You're very pretty" he says, leaning closer. "Thank you. I'm sure my husband feels the same way." I say with a dazzling smile. He pauses for a minute and purses his lips. "Hmmmm. Well I can make you much happier. I would never let you out of my sight like him" he cooed. "Well you see, I'm not a child or handicapped. I am more than capable of holding my own, but I will warn you. He gets very protective and you're in his seat next to his wife" I say as I lean back into my seat and grab a magazine. He grabs my thigh. "When I see something I like, if I don't get it, I take it." I glare at him in the eye. I take his hand throw it on him. He laughs. Jake comes and towers over him. "What the fuck do you think you're doing?" Jake booms. Walter tenses up and his heart rate accelerates. "Talking to Renesmee" he says as calmly as he can. "Jake just make him move. He isn't worth it" I say sweetly. "It looked like you were trying to take my wife" he says colder than ice. "Baby" I murmer. He looks at me and relaxes. He takes Walter by the back of the neck and pushes him in the aisle. Walter gets up and finds his seat. Jake sits and is super tense. I put my legs over his lap and scoot closer. He relaxes slightly. I make him look at me. He looks torn between wanting to rip the guys head off, and me. I inch to his face but stop a centimeter short. I sigh and let my breath go on his face and he moans a little. I smile a little. He instinctively had my waist in his hands. "Kiss me already" he moans. I throw my head back and giggle. He puts one hand on the back of my neck and I look at him smiling. He looks sad and like he needed me. I kissed him hard and parted my lips, he parted his and I let my tongue sweep his lips. I let go and kiss his cheek. "Not fair" he breathes. I kiss him quickly once more. We land and Walter is waiting for us. Oh dear. He has a death wish. "Hey baby" he says to me. Big mistake. Jake swipes a right hook and I heard a crunch. We stepped over and left him. We made it to La Push in less than an hour. Time to face the pack.