Thoughts of a Million Stars

Remember

Remember those times?

We used to dream of like forever with each others' company. We do nothing but laugh to death. Masaya lang. Sobra.

We used to be in places, doing nothing but crappy things. Pagkatapos nun, walang katapusang tawanan. Walang katapusang ligaya. We never expect anything from each other yet you were there with me and I am right there for you.

Now it seemed so funny coz I've done a lot of 'first times' with you. Taking pictures across the street, making distorted faces and do horrible poses. I even dance with you on such funny costumes. Then you being such a mischievous fella, make such video recordings and movies! I felt ashamed but happy at the same time! Wew I have never done that before. But for you, with you, I DID it. 

 Remember when we first talk? You were so distant that I am so afraid to go near you. Takot ako eh, akala ko mangangagat ka. Pero dahil makapal mukha ko, lumapit ako't nakipag-usap sa'yo. It's a secret but I've exerted a thousand effort just to make one step towards you. :P Gulat ka noh?

How about the first time I approached you about one activity at school? Damn, I was so nervous about it. Thank God you didn't make it so hard for me back then. Eh yung first time na nagplano tayo about some stories? The plot, the settings, the scenes and of course yung mga artista. Cool isn't it? For the first time I've got someone to talk to about my ideas, masaya lang. Sobra.

Hmmmmmn, sigurado ako eto hindi mo pa nalilimutan, yung first ROCK 'N ROLL  ng barkada! Ang saya di ba? We strum the broken armchair like it's an electric guitar making it go through our veins like electric current! Breath taking! Especially when the singers sing their hearts out then we slam the broom stick that sounded like drums! Geeez, those were. . . . .Fantastic! 

Eh eto, remember when you first taught me how to dance? Shit! My feet were both lefty's! Di ko maigalaw ng maayos! Paano naman kasi hindi ako dancer! Not because I hate dancing, it's just that I'm afraid to try, I'm afraid to make mistakes then so I'm afraid to be a burden. Kaya ayun, hindi nalang ako sumayaw. AWKWARD! . . . . . . .!

Have you still remember the first time I had a fight with our classmate? You ran infront of me and say to him 'subukan mo lang saktan siya, ako, KAMI makakalaban mo!' Shocks I was moved! How sweet of you! Especially when you told me, "hanggang kasama mo kami, walang makakapanakit sa'yo tandaan mo yan." I was so overwhelmed that I almost cry.

Don't you remember anything? Okay, ako nalang magkukwento sa'yo. Eh eto, nung first time na nanlibre ako? My God naubos pera ko dun huh! Ang takaw nyo kasi! There were a lot of soda, then soda ulit, tapos soda ulit! haha Joke! Siyempre mayroon ding carioca! Yung rice flour na nilagyan ng asukal saka prinito? Masarap kaya yun! Ang dami mo ngang naubos, sugapa ka! Nag-order pa kayo ng spaghetti! Ayoko nga nun eh, pero dahil gusto, siyempre kumain kayo. Ako hindi. Pangit ng lasa eh! Lasang ketchup tapos amoy sibuyas! Syete terible! hahahah

How about the ever tiring 'langit-lupa, mata-mataya, at sili-sili before the class? Dude nakakapagod! Pagpasok natin sa klase puro pawis na! Tekla lagi nga akong may batok kasi nakatapat ako sa electric fan, tapos nang-uupak ka kaagad! Daig mo pa nanay ko! Bakit ba ang brusko mo, nyo? Hindi na ako bata nung mga panahong yun para tratuhin ng ganoon! Wushu! Labas sa ilong! Tama na pakyut, di bagay! Nagustuhan mo naman pang-be-baby sa'yo eh!

Eto pa shit, the ever freaking scene na ginawa mo habang nakikipag-away ka. We were like soooooo stunned coz you're damn mad at someone at pulang-pula ka na then suddenly you shouted the famous line of a certain cartoon character! So everybody went wild due to laughters. Girl you're so awkward! So funny!

You know what? I don't know if you could still remember but you were my first ever idol in writing dahil sa isinulat mong parody about a show. That was freakin' fuckin' funny for God sake! You made fun of a fine newscaster.

Remember our first conversation as phone pals? We spent like hours bago tayo matapos. I remember my mom accusing me of being in a relationship for having such a long call. Pssshhh your mom quite have had some sort of imagination!

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Back then we were like on top of the world, laughing our hearts out because of such happiness. I remember you having your greatest and sweetest smile EVER! 

Then I remember you having agonies.

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 Ano? Naranasan mo na ba ang isa sa mga yan? hmmmmmn.

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to be continued. . . . . . .