Promise me

Genius plan

Today I was spending the day with Joe, which was pretty much the same as every other day. We were going out for lunch and looking in a few shops. Which wasn't as simple as it sounded. Previously, when shopping, viewers of Joe's had come up to us and speculated that we were dating and we had to lie, and casually disconnect our hands. Why lie? You may ask. As we knew a lot of hate would come out the fact we were dating especially since I was going to die. The negativity of this wouldn't be the best for my last weeks. Rumours of Joe and I, even though it doesn't class as a rumour when it's true, were every comment in a video and every question in an interview.

After my mind had stopped wondering, I heard a knock on the door, I head down stairs and open it up. It was Joe.
"Hey my gorgeous girl" he says kissing me of the cheek.
"Hey" I don't think I had ever been this happy, like in general. These weeks had been amazing for example when we went the festival, Joe and I shared a tent we were on the most rubbish air bed so every night we would laugh about how bad the bed was, but it didn't matter as we were having a great time. I slept snuggled into Joe's side and his arm was always around me. I felt secure and just so happy. It didn't feel like it was my last moments as I wasn't worried.

Don't get me wrong there's been a few bad moments like moments were I did get upset about the fact I was enjoying my life and it couldn't continue like this as I was slowly becoming weaker. I got really emotional the other week as I didn't feel I was ready for my life to end. Moreover the day I told Zoe I had cancer wasn't great. Within these weeks of my relationship with Joe, Zoe and I got really close we had been for coffees and gone shopping. Zoe was happy that Joe and I were a couple, then I told her about my cancer. She was really worried about how Joe would take it when I do pass away, furthermore she was really upset that we had only just become friends and it was gonna end when it had just begun. Whenever we talked about it she would have shortness of breathe and struggle to calm herself down. I felt horrible about it, now she seems to handle it a lot better. As well as the others as eventually I explained it to them to, they where very sympathetic but not too much that you felt like a charity case.

"So you ready to go?"

"I'll just grab my coat" I say hooking it off the hanger.

"Ok" I pop the coat on and open the door walking out of it Joe rests his hand on my lower back, guiding me towards the car. Once in we listen to the radio singing a long. Joe had a lovely voice I really enjoyed listening to it, it was soothing.

Once we had arrived into town we sat down in a little cafe called 'Lucy Lou's' Joe had ordered a burger and chips with me typically ordering macaroni cheese. As we chatted and ate, Joe stopped in the middle of his sentence changing the tone of his voice.
"Look Jane I wanted to ask you something?"
"Yeah what was it?" I say taking a sip of my drink.
"Remember when you were telling me you wanted more independence before its to late?"
"Yeah" I respond.
"Well there's a little cottage for rent just around the corner from me and since we're in town now I thought we could look at it"
"Yeah sure! Why not! Just as long as I can afford it" I say. We finished up our meal and headed a long the streets looking in shops before reaching where the flat was.
Looking around it had wooden floors and an off white cream colour on the walls. It had an vintage cozy fire place and spacious rooms that all overlooked a little park, giving it a relaxing atmosphere. I loved it and my smile couldn't deny it.

"It's truly gorgeous" I say my eyes widening in astonishment.

"Let's get you moved in it then!"

"Joe can I afford it?"

"Well you'll only want it for a few months, so only four rent amounts will be due so that's not much it's more like furniture that will cost so maybe get a little bit second hand and bring a lot from home"

"That's a genius plan" I squeal with excitement.

AUTHORS NOTE:
Oh my god my friend my Joe Sugg and I just actually want to cry of pure jealousy haha!! And she hugged him so I'm gonna hug her so it's like I'm hugging him .. Yes I'm that lame!