Promise me

Explaining

AUTHORS NOTE:
Just so your not confused the story is picking up straight from the last chapter and just want to quickly say omg I'm so excited to see a baby Tomlinson some people think it's a bad thing but I think he's going to make a great dad yes they have only been dating for 3 months and it would have worked better with Eleanor since they've had been dating longer but I'm still staying positive and that baby is gonna be cute!
Also short chapter today just because some characters needed to know and some things needed to be explained through characters for further chapters ( if that makes any sense )
Sorry for waffling, On with the story .....

"Some explaining to do?" Worried I trace through all possibles things I could have done.
"Yes check your Twitter!" Andy says crossing her arms, scrolling through my feed, I was gob smacked. Joe had tweeted "had a lovely day with my new friend @jaderennet however she's gonna have to start liking coffee before she can be considered as a best bud :)"

Half of me wanted to laugh at how sweet it was however I started to worry all the people that have seen this. He currently has 4,916,632, which I know of by heart due to being one of million people watching him, but what if the rest had seen? I didn't want this attention. I wanted to be unknown. The fear of people finding out about my diagnosis haunted me, I would hate the attention of people trying to comfort me through the last 6 months of my life. I'm extremely shy, I just wanted to achieve my goals and now I felt like I was being watched, judged and followed. I was drenched paranoia.

"Since when have you two been hanging out?" Andy exclaimed.
"He asked to hang out after the meet up sometime so I as a big fan I said yes"
"how many times have you gone for coffee?" She said exaggerating the word coffee. She was sitting on my bed looking up at me like a lost puppy.
"Just the once but I'm scared he thinks it going to become a regular thing" I say sitting beside her.
"And that's bad because....?" She says whilst holding the word because longer than the whole sentence itself.
"Because I have a bucket list to fulfil in a quiet lifestyle were everyone will treat me like normal Jane who lives down in the country"
"I think your over thinking it you can still complete your bucket list and enjoy time with your idol! And they don't have to know, I wouldn't worry as long as you're happy isn't that fulfilling life?" Andy asks.
"I guess your right I can't tell him anyway that's a rule"
Responding she laughs, I decided I better tell my mum so Andy leaves giving us some privacy, in case it goes downhill
"Mum remember that meet up I went to?" I say looking away
"Yes dear I remember" she says cutting vegetable up and chucking them into a sliver rounded pan.
"Well the person-"
"Joe is it?"
"Yes, was really nice and we got along so we've became sorta friends and went for coffee today" I say briefly.
"Well that's fine but he's a boy?"
"Well his names Joe" I laugh.
"Joe a girls name to! But a boy"
"We're just friends mum" I sigh.
"But is he cute?" She ask looking at me with a peculiar face.
"A little but just friends ok?"
"Ok that's fine as long as you in at early fine and stick to house chores, right tea will be ready in an hour"
"Ok" I say going upstairs. Never mind little, not even a lot could describe him.