My Snobbish Crush (GxG) <COMPLETED>

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Clarise

It's been a week and gumagana naman yung self-control ko at hindi na rin naman siya masyadong nangungulit due to difficult activities namin ngayon, pasahan narin kasi ngayon ng plate kaya busy talaga last week at puyat pa.

"Hey Clarise patingin ng sayo" sabi ng classmate ko na nasa likuran ko.

"Huh? Eh nakaroll at paper tape eh, pag nacheck nalang ni ma'am"

"Sige"

Ewan ko na kung bakit ang hilig nilang tumingin ng gawa ng iba.

I'm just sitting here on my chair, maaga pa para sa first subject namin ngayon pero nababagot na ako dahil wala si Kean. Madalas kasi kaming magkwentuhan, sila Kylie at Trisha naman ay umalis daw bago ako dumating.

Forever alone ang peg ko ngayon... ay hindi pala.

Here she comes, messy hair, messy tied neck tie, two undone button, she looks like a survivor prey of a lion.

"Morning Ace" bati sa kanya ni Nicki since nasa harapan namin yung upuan nila.

"Same to you bull" she never change... tsk! Yan yung good morning niya.

Tahimik lang ako dahil wala naman akong sasabihin, napalingon lang ako nung biglang lumapit si Nicki kay Kean na may hawak na tissue at pinunasan ang gilid ng labi nito.

"Tsk! Haha who's the girl?" Nicki asked while waving the tissue with a red lipstick on. Kaya siguro ganyan yung itsura niya. Babae nanaman.

Napatingin naman ako kay Kean na nag-aayos ng sarili niya.

"Shut up" she said while combing her hair with a wrinkled forehead, seems like Nicki pissed her off.

"Naaah, ang aga mong pumasok kanina. Ilang rounds, si cheerleader ba yan o yung hot tourism student?"

"Manahimik ka nga!, kairita ka" I can see the menacing look she's giving to Nicki, if only her deadly stare could kill... Nicki must be lying on the floor right now.

"Naku Nicki wag mo na yang kulitin, mukhang nabitin eh. Sungit" si Trixy or Trix na kaibigan din niya.

Eto ako nakikinig lang sa pinag-uusapan nila. So... hindi lang pala ako yung binibola niya.

Ilan na kayang babae ang nasabihan niya ng your lips is the most sweetest lips I've ever tasted. I'm such a stupid girl for believing all of her sweet lies.

My left hand is clenching my .5 unipen as they are having a conversation.

Ngayon tuloy parang gusto ko siyang tanungin kung ilan kaming babae niya, kung pang-ilan ako sa nilalandi niya, kung ilan kaming tinetaken for granted niya.

Buti nalang hindi ako nagpapadala sa pambibiro niya about relationship, na gusto niyang macommit sakin kasi gusto siya ni dad o gusto niya lang ng fubu, yes isa yung sexual contact sa iniisip kong dahilan kaya niya gusto macommit sakin.

Before I could break the poor pen into pieces ay dumating na rin yung prof namin. Thank god and bless all the poor and innocent people.

Buong period sa umaga ay hindi ko pinapansin si Kean, she hurt my ego, made me feel so little, crumpled my heart without her knowledge.

Although I know to myself that I'm not yet in love with her there's still a sudden pain in my chest.

And yeah I've let you use me from the day that we first met
But I'm not done yet, falling for you... fool's gold.

Minsan nakakatanga talaga ang tadhana, sa dinami-dami ng kanta sa ipod ko ay sumakto pa yung kanta ng 1D sa sitwasyon ko. Hate to say but, I really wanna sing this to her...