My Idol , My Lover - Under Revision

Chapter 1

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"You will be next season's Team Captain."

She was asked by Coach Ramil to go to his office earlier. She didn't knew why.  Kasama pa niya ng mga panahong iyon ang bestfriend niyang si Mika kasi ito ang nagsabi na pinapatawag daw siya. 

Not until they told her that she was, indeed, the next captain of the team. She expected that she was going to the be and knowing that, she thought she wouldn't be surprised but it still shocked her.

Alam kasi niyang pwede at malaki ang bahagdan kaso hindi siya yung tipong taong mahilig mag-assume. She always knew for a fact that she is not the vocal type of person.

Usually, she just play the game. Tahimik lang. Kapag nakapuntos, edi maganda. At least nakatulong siya sa team. It's all that matters. Kapag nakablock, e hindi siya mag-aangas. Back to position na lang ulit and the game goes on.

Ganun siya bilang isang player. Hindi siya katulad ng Ate Aby na sobra kong mag-encourage. Yung tipong halos lahat ng puntos e ipinagdidiwang. Yung kapag naka-spike e makikipag-apir sa lahat. 

She was expecting Coach Ramil to choose that kind of player, Mika to be particular pero ang kaso hindi. He choose her instead. It was still a shock for her. Nung una inakala niyang si Mika na talaga yung Captain kasi may pagkakahawig sila ng Ate Abi nila and she was a highly capable player and a player who could encourage her teammates to do their best.

Hindi naman sa insecure siya rito kasi nakakapag-angas sila at siya ay hindi mailabas ang emosyon sa court. It was and not just  her thing to do the swag. Mas gusto na lamang niya na manahimik. Hindi rin naman sa ayaw nito pero hindi niya kasi maiwasang isipin na, how is she suppose to lead the team when she, herself e, walang tiwala sa sarili?

I mean, there's no way she could be as great as her ate.

"Tomsy! Congrats!" bati ni Mika which snapped her back from her deep thoughts.

She smiled at her. "Thanks." 

Mika looked at her, scrutinizingly. "May problema ka na naman 'no?" she asked. 

Ara tried changing her facial expression. "Ha? Wala 'no." 

"Anong wala e nakabusangot ka kaya!" 

Napabuntong hininga na lang siya. There's no point in lying to someone who knows you so well. Kaya wala na siyang ibang choice kundi sabihin dito ang kinikimkim. "Sa tingin ko nagkamali si Coach sa pagpili ng Captain. I think it should be you."

Napataas ang kilay ng kaibigan at binatukan siya nito. "Ayan ka na naman Ara e!" hindi na lang niya ito pinansin. Ayaw na niyang makipag-away pa.

She was referring to her self esteem. Sa tingin kasi ng kaibigan niya, kaya daw umaayaw ito sa lahat ng bagay e dahil mababa ang self esteem nito.