My Idol , My Lover - Under Revision

Chapter 57

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*"Ako, hindi siya" *

I woke up by the loud voices coming downstairs. I'm pretty sure that voice belongs to Mika. Sheesh. Di na ako nasanay. It has always been the morning alarm, kahit pa sa dormitory ganyan na talaga.

I rose up in my bed to stretch up and do my daily routine.

While I was walking towards the room's bathroom, I mentally sighed as I saw myself on the mirror.

"Ugly duckling." I whispered. Ang panget panget ko with those eyes na magang maga. Well, that's the result of course, of crying over night.

I simply took a bath, went down to find some good grub. I did it as secretly as possible by the way in order to avoid being seen by Thomas and to prevent Mika, Kim and others in interrogating me.

Naku! Alam niyo naman ang mga yan! Daig pa ang mga media kung makapang-gisa. Susme!

But the one main reason was to hide from Myco. I just know that we he saw me at this state, I will get him worried and get him hurt.

Ang tanga ko kasi. I told myself that I wouldn't accept any rebounds or stuff life those but I, well, I did. Maybe Mika was right after all, baka nga I'm really in a sense of urgency to find someone right away to replace Thomas that it even got to the point wherein I got my feelings mixed up.

I got to the kitche without someone seeing me. Whew! I felt relieved somehow. No Thomas, Myco, Mika and the others. I went ahead and grabbed whatever I can in the refrigerator.

Buti naman kasi madaming laman 'to. Tsaka sayang naman kung walang kakain sa mga 'to noh? Hihi. I went ahead and took almost all of them. I'm pretty sure mapupuno then ito pagdating nila Mika.

Just when I thought no one was there, I suddenly felt someone standing behind me.

"Hoy! Ara! Grabe ha!" she said, habang nakapameywang.

"K-kim?" she stuttered. Napalunok na lang ako. I didn't even bother turning around just to look at her. Just as I said earlier, I can't let them see me with these puffy eyes.

Yeah, parang Conceal. Don't feel. Don't let them know ang peg ko. Well, di 'ko alam yung lyrics, my bad.

I gave an awkward and fake laugh and stood up, started walking sideways going to the stairs.

"Sandali nga." she said as she put her hands in my shoulders, "Hindi mo man lang ba ako titignan? Bastos lang ha. Ilang araw ding hindi kita nakita ah." she said na may halong pagtatampo.

"Naku. Huwag mo akong dinradramahan diyan ha. Maka-ganyan ka naman akala mo syota ko ikaw. Bleh!" sabi ko sa kanya and removed her hands in my shoulders and started walking away.

I walked at a faster pace but then Kim caught up with me, seizing both of my shoulders, then turning me around in her direction. My initial reaction was to close my eyes since I can't avoid it anymore. Ugh.

"Huli ka!" she said. "Anyare jan sa mata mo?" she asked as a follow up.

"Wala! Kinagat ng ipis." pa-simpleng sinungaling ko. It's not like I have any choice kung ayaw kung ma-interrogate. Alam mo naman, may lahing chismosa ang mga ka-teammates ko.

She drew her face closer to look at them more closely. I pushed my palm through her face.

"Aha! Alam ko na! Umiyak ka noh?" she asked.

"Hindi ah." I said, casually. Trying not to be obvious.

"Weh?"

"Oo nga. Bahala ka na nga diyan." I said then started walking towards the stairs.