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"Nat you need to get up" whispers Jay
"Uh, fine" I roll out of bed and Kiss Jay. we walk to the fear simulation rooms and sit until the only people left is me, jay and my mom.
My dad come out and starts speaking
"Ok Jay come thi-" My mom screams and falls to ground.
"Mom!" I yell and run to her
"Tris, what's wrong"
My dad is holding her.
"Four it hurts" My mom only uses that name when she is scared.
My dads eyes widen in horror.
"Tris, the baby" I realise now. My dad picks her up and runs out of the room.
My eyes are wide. Someone touches me on the shoulder and I jump,
"Nat are you alright?" asks Jay
I just. Turn and cry I into his shirt.
"Nat let's go"
We walk out and he takes me back to the dorm which are empty. everybody has the rest of the day off.
We get into his bed and just lay there.

I must have fallen asleep because the next thing is that it's morning.
When we get to training Uriah is training us.
"Hey where's four and six?" a boy asks
"They are away for medical reasons" he says. "so we will just be doing some Physical training today. We end up in punch bags all day. By the time it's the end of the day Uriah holds me back.
"Nat, go to your apartment now" I nod and walk toward my home. I open the door and my dad just hugs me.
"Dad what happened?" I whisper
"She lost it" his voice is strained
"Nat" my moms voice comes from the living room
"Mom I'm so sorry"
"It's not your fault" she has tears in her eyes.
We all sit on the couch and just stay huddled for ages.
"Nat you should get back to the dorms"
"But I -"
"You need to go sweetheart"
I give them a Hug and walk out

I get to bed when I get back since it's late but I can't sleep . I get out of bed and cross to jay
"Jay" I whisper
"Hmm" he mumbles sleepily
"Can I sleep which you tonight?"
"Of corse" he moves up and I get into the bed with him. I end up being a bit on top of him since the bed is small but I don't mind.
I finally fell asleep last night.
Today is the last day if initiation. the fear sim. honestly I am terrified.


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