Like I'm gonna lose you (Clawen)

Waterfalls

CLAIRE'S POV

We walked to our room in a comfortable silence. This was the first time I could really appreciate the room. It was modern and clean. Surprisingly it didn't feel like a hospital but a lot more comforting. The walls and decorations were mainly nude or natural colours with the odd splash of vibrant island colours. Of course there was lots of representations love; as it was the honeymoon sweet.

Owen got in the shower first, hopefully it would help to clear his mind of raptors. I was sitting on the sofa hugging Olivia. She looked so much like Owen, except for having my eyes of course. After the wedding, Olivia was flying back with Karen; so that Owen and I can make the most of our honeymoon.
I was really nervous because it will be the first time I am going to be leaving Olivia for any length of time. She was still so young, Owen keeps reassuring me that she will be in good hands. I know he's right but who can blame a mother for worrying.

Owen had a shower and changed into a white t-shirt and navy board shorts. When I had finally got the chlorine smell out of my hair; I got changed into a white muscle tank with dark pink flowers in bottom right corner and denim shorts. We meet Karen in the lunch hall. Karen and I had a salad, Owen, Scott and Zach had steak and fries. Gray a burger with fries. After lunch we met Makoa in the lobby just after one.

"Hey guys, are you really for your island tour?" Makoa asked. "Yeah" Gray answered with a slight hint of sarcasm. "Let's go then" Mak beamed. Mak led us through the back of the hotel's garden down a shelter path. "We are now walking through King Kaiwoa's forest" Makoa stopped and turned to face us. "We'll walk through here taking breaks when wanted, we'll end up at the beach then loop back round the other side of the forest" he explained politely.

We walked along with Makoa just ahead of us. We were having to take turns in pushing the pram which Olivia was in. Whilst Makoa was telling us the history of the forest and island, Gray was running ahead then running back until he stopped dead. "Gray, honey, what's wrong?" Karen called out as we neared him. "I don't know what it is, but something about this seems so similar" Zach mumbled to himself. I instantly became puzzled; neither of them have been on holiday to Hawaii before. "Son of a b" Owen began before I quickly cut him off. "Owen. What is it?" I spoke sharply but only loud enough so he could he me. Just as I said that it clicked. It forest looked just like the jungle on Isla Nublar. Owen didn't answer my question as we shared the same look. We both knew it wasn't the same forest but it still brought back the painful memories.

By know we had reached Gray and I fully understood why he was paralysed to the spot he was standing in. Gray's heavy breathing had made Karen anxious. Gray was standing just a few feet back from the edge of a gushing waterfall. "I can't" he muttered to himself whilst shaking his head. Zach was a little tense but didn't show any other trauma. Zach placed a hand on his brother's shoulder and crouched until they were the same height. "Dude, we don't have to" Zach spoke softly. Karen realised what had panicked Gray and brought both her sons into a hug. "You're not on the island and you won't have to go back" Karen whispered into Gray's hair.

After the little flashback we continue walking for another 20 minutes until we came to the beach. It was mid afternoon, so the sun was at its peak. Karen and I decided to take shade under the towering palm trees with Olivia. The boys were playing soccer. Scott was in goal, so it ended up being Owen and Zach vs Gray and Makoa. I'm just glad that the whole Jurassic World flashback only lasted a short length of time.

After a lengthy game of soccer, the boys finally decided to call it a draw. "But we definitely won" Owen sulked to me. "Oh grow up, Gray and Zach aren't whining" I laughed lightly at him. I laced my hand in between Owen's. We were bringing up the rear, Makoa was leading of course and Karen was pushing Olivia. "We're going to the chapel, and we're gonna married" Owen sang gleefully. "Stop being a goof ball" I smiled giving him a light shove. Owen let go of my hand and stood directly in my way. I gazed up at him and raised an eyebrow; as if to say what are you doing. Owen just stared a me blankly for a moment before his expressionless face turn into a smirk. "What's wrong with marrying a goof ball?" He pouted. I tried to peer around Owen to see if we were still in sight of the rest of the group; but his body followed my every moved. I sighed and shrugged my shoulders. There is nothing wrong with marrying a goof ball of it's Owen, I'm just teasing him. "Well, I'm waiting" He huffed. I rolled my eyes and parted my lips to speak. "Fine, I'm just going to explain it to you" Owen seemed really serious. My best efforts to confine my laughter failed. "That's it" and with that Owen picked me up and slung me over his shoulder, like a fireman would. "Owen!!! Put me down!!!" I wailed. I balled my fists and starting thumping his back, in hope I would hurt him enough to put me down. "You're not hurting me" Owen chuckled at my pathetic attempt to gain control.

I hated not being able to see where I was going. "You better not get us lost" I pouted. "I may be a goof ball, but I'm a goof ball you can trust" I couldn't see his face but I just knew he was grinning from ear to ear. It felt like Owen had been carrying me for ages, but it was only a few minutes. Owen stood still for a moment, obviously pondering about something. Most likely if he should put me down or not. "Can you put me down......pleaseee" I stressed the please in hope manners can help me out. "Promise me you'll hold on tight, then I'll put you down soon" Owen replied. "Okay. Wait what??!!" before I could process what was going on, I felt Owen leaped off the group. My body immediately tense and I gripped on to Owen's back for dear life. I finally stopped day dreaming and realised the fact I could gushing water. I clamped my eyes shut as I felt Owen jump as few more times.

"You can open your eyes now" Owen's voice was soft. Opened my eyes one at a time to find that I was back on my feet. I blinked a few times before I realised we were behind a waterfall. The water was clear and thin, the bright sun had created a misty rainbow. It was just like an image out of a picture book with flowers blossoming in the greenery surrounding the rocky pool. "Not bad for a goof ball, eh?" Owen smirked. "I..err, oh. I'm lost for words" I splattered out. I steadily reached my hand out and the falling water diverted around my hand. I had never seen anything more beautiful. "We could come back here and take some photos on the wedding day, if you like" Owen pulled me out of my trance. "No, we should just enjoy it in this moment" I replied. "Yeah, you're probably right" Owen smiled. "You know I always am" I teased. My face was drawn to his and our lips attached. It was like everything just stopped. I could no longer hear the gushing water, as if it was frozen. The birds and the rushing of the leaves were drowned out. We moved in perfect sync. My arms hung loosely around the back of Owen's neck; I balanced on my tiptoes in the desire to be closer to him. Owen's arms were wrapped around my waist. We pulled apart for breath and Owen had a sparkle of pure happiness in his eyes. I felt a smile creep upon my face. "This doesn't change that you're a goof ball" I taunted before leaping through the waterfall into the water below. I didn't care that my clothes would be soaking wet. It was boiling out and plus I had Owen. My goof ball.

A/N: Hey guys I'm back!!!!!! I really needed the time off. I hope u guys are having a great Christmas break. I'm sorry I didn't do a Christmas special but I'm doing a New Years one. This month has been long and hard going for me. But thankfully I found comfort in the series 1-5 of Grey's Anatomy. (Don't judge) I also convinced my family to watch Jurassic World on Christmas Eve because I class it as a Christmas film. (The beginning part). Any ways hope u are all okay and just wanted to say I'M BACK!!!!! 🎉🎉😎😎💖💖
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