fond :: lrh

1.4

double update wow i feel like oprah

ps; this chapter is just emily telling luke the story. kinda sorta flashback thing ok

[update : 30th of november 2015]

it's beginning to look alot like christmas ❁ and thanks for 1.8k :-)

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i remember how it happened. perfectly well, i might add.

the night was cold and so was the day, literally and non-literal
my sister had just came back from her fleeing, then she left again the minute she saw him. her eyes were red and so were her nuckles and her bruises.

he said ; you need a doctor, lil.

she said ; fuck off

and less than a second his mouth was producing words that shouldn't be heard by children

she was in pain hearing those words, especially coming out from her own father's' mouth. she was angry. she was sad. she was confused.
so she decided to get those feelings out

they screamed, they screamed a ton. i can only hear them through the walls. my mother sits in a corner and rocks herself whilst chanting a mantra,
everything seems so fucked up, nothing could change that

lily left.

she ran away, again, but this time she brought her ambitions, courage, and will power with her.

me? i was still stuck. stuck in a home where there are bad memories written all over the walls. i couldn't leave yet, i was underage. so i decided to bury my high hopes and stomp on them for now.

everything was like shit to me.

my only escape was sitting alone. until michael came by through my window and told me ; i heard everything.

michael heard everything. i was happy. happy that he might go to prison and rot there for eternity. i want him to pay for what he did to lily and mom

not much later, my family knew. they sued him and mom gets a divorce. she has never been happier. yet, never this traumatised her whole life.

as soon as lily heard, she came back to us, already succesful with her life, all smiles and that.

lily and mom changed their name into hollins—mom's maiden name, whilst i change mine completely. emily hollins was dead. katherine ellaria was born.

katherine was my alter-ego.

she's the superman to my clark kent. and i was happy being superman, to be looked as a strong person. i was insanely happy.

and right now, i'm glad superman is retired, because clark kent wants to feel the wind once more.