5SOS Imagines

Luke - Mr. Rockstar

Requested: I combined two requests for this one! "Could you do one where you're friends with the boys and Luke has always liked you but too afraid to admit it. Ya'll get into a fight and then he admits he loves you?" and "One with u and Luke and your bffs and he leaves for tour, leaving you both heartbroken and while he's gone you go to college and he comes back you're not there and you don't see each other for 2 years, then one time you're both home at the same time and you see him out clubbing and he's so shocked at how hot you've gotten and yeah take it from there."

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You throw your phone beside you on the bed, letting out an annoyed huff as you bury your face in your pillow. Your four best friends are all leaving for tour tomorrow, and you've said goodbye to every single one except for Luke, because for some reason he's been ignoring you for a solid two weeks. Every time you'd meet up with the guys he gave an excuse as to why he couldn't come. When you surprised him at his house with his favorite takeout and movies he told you he didn't feel well, throwing in an awful fake cough to prove his lie. Luke and you have fought numerous times throughout your friendship, but never once has he ignored you for this long, especially when he leaves for another country the next morning. You bury your body in your fluffy blankets, turning on your TV to watch some ocean documentary that happened to be on, hoping to distract yourself from your unhappiness. You continue to wallow in self pity when you hear your doorbell ring. You contemplate ignoring it since it is after ten at night, but when it rings again, and the person begins knocking loudly you decide it's better to just check it out. You throw a sweatshirt over your tank top, slowly trudging to the door as the person begins to knock even louder.

"I'm coming! Hold on!" You shout, muttering about nobody having patience anymore as you reach your front door.

You swing it open to find Luke standing in your doorway with a sheepish smile on his lips, his hands tucked into his pockets as he rocks back and forth on his heels.

"Hi" He mumbles.

"So, you're finally talking to me?" You observe.

"About that, I'm so sorry, Y/N. I just, it's complicated, okay? Can I come in? Please? I want to explain myself to you." He pulls his lip ring in between his teeth, anxiously awaiting your answer.

You open the door further allowing him to come in. You follow him into your living room, sitting on the opposite end of the couch from him, raising an eyebrow at him as you cross your arms across your chest.

"Explain."

"I just couldn't stand to see you so close to us leaving." He mutters, avoiding your gaze.

"That's your explanation?" You scoff. "Luke, we've been best friends since we were in diapers, and all of a sudden you just blow me off every chance you get like I don't even matter to you! How could you do that to me?" You choke on your last sentence, swallowing the lump in your throat as you glare at him.

"I-I" He stutters.

You roll your eyes, sighing as you stand up. "Just go, Luke. I hope you have fun on tour, and I hope that it's all that you're hoping for."

He looks at you with wide eyes, frantically searching for the right words to say. "I'm in love with you, and I have been for awhile now, so I thought if I pushed you away before I leave for tour then it wouldn't hurt as much, but it's been killing me, and I hate myself for hurting you, and I'm so sorry, Y/N."

You stare at Luke, your mouth opening and closing as you try to find your voice. Luke's eyes lower, a quiet huff leaving his lips as he stands up from the couch, making his way towards the front door. He steps outside, looking back at you with solemn eyes.