I Need U // Park Jimin

CHAPTER 11: A different life

-Melody's POV-
--Next wednesday--
Life is significantly different without Jimin. I have not talked to him since we said goodbye. He definitely needs space for a while. I will contact him soon though. I hope his dad is not too ill. I will pray that his operation will be a success, which is on Friday. I miss Jimin so much, and I can't help tearing up in class everyday.
If you've noticed that I never mention about school, it's because I hate it. It used to be ok with Jimin, but now it is so awful. Every girl and boy in my class are so snobby, they're always talking about being rich and the fact that they're going to get a car or something for christmas. God, its seriously annoying. Why does everybody have to be the same?

I've been on my own lately. Its not the first time though. But don't feel sorry for me, because I like being alone. Its actually really relaxing.
I heard that a new girl is joining, and her name is Layla. I overheard the teacher saying that when I was walking to the girls' bathroom. I hope to become good friends with her.

I realised it's nearly christmas. In fact it's only 19 days until the 25th. Everyone wants a new phone. No, I dont eavesdrop. I just hear those conversations in class because they talk so loud. I bet it's on purpose. Anyway, I know what I want for christmas. Well, the first thing would be to not have anything bad happen in the next month. People have noticed that bad events keep occuring in my life.

I think I'm really unlucky. I belive that bad things are never meant to happen other than to make you a stronger person.

What I really want is a good pair of headphones. I really love to listen to music. When I do so, my mind gets transported into another world. I think songs are an amazing way to express your feelings, because it's so much easier that way. I've thought in the past few days that I should write my own song, but then it would all just be depressing. Lol.

I used to listen to BTS, but now it just reminds me of Jimin. It makes me upset. I am still definitely an A.R.M.Y, but I'll take a break from them for a while. At least until I get over being without Jimin. I really want to visit him one day. I know he could visit me, so I shouldn't be upset and all that but it's not as simple.
Because:
1.It costs money. A lot of money.
2. Jimin will be busy with BTS and their comeback
3. He's probably going to try and move on.
4. I might have to try as well.
5. His dad has cancer.

So, I guess I'll wait until Layla joins. I'll try and make friends with her. I'm pretty sure she wouldn't want to be friends with the people in my class - unless she's one of them of course.