I Need U // Park Jimin

CHAPTER 19: Repeat

-Katrina's POV-
I punched Melody just to create more drama. I was bored, that's all. It's all part of the plan too. After school, I'm going to do something horrendous. I'm actually so scared, I'm risking my life for the plan today. But I'm ready to leave life if it happens - All I want is for the plan to go well.

-Layla's POV-
"What did you do now," I sighed. It doesn't need to go this far - Well, I just can't be bothered to handle any more drama.
"I punched her in the stomach. I couldn't stop laughing after that!"
"K, so we're still doing the *thing after school?" I asked, frowning.
"Yea, no one needs me anyway. Let's get out the disgusting toilets now."
Before we left the door, I hugged her tight. A tear dropped down my cheek.

I'm going to miss her.

-Melody's POV-
School really sucked today. I got punched for nothing, ah really.
I was thinking, recently my temper's become short. I get angry quicker now. I have to admit, I pushed Danielle over yesterday because she was teasing me. So I guess I deserved the punch.

Suddenly I had a feeling someone was following me, so I looked behind. And you know who they were. Katrina and Layla. Seriously, what do they want?? I cursed under my breath, as I stopped to face them.
"What." I was fed up.
"So, you never told me your mum died. And your dog. What a shame, innit?" Katrina pouted, " They died because of  you," she was talking in a baby voice. Both Katrina and Layla stepped closer to me.
"What's that got to do with you?" I said coldly, trying to sound like I wasn't intimidated. But I was.

"And your best friend, slash boyfriend is keeping a big secret from you. He's fake." Katrina snarled. That made my fists clench. We were standing next to a road, where no one was there but lots of cars drove by.
"I was actually in the park, and I saw your mum but I didn't save her, because I don't like you."

-Katrina's POV-
"I was actually in the park, and I saw your mum but I didn't save her, because I don't like you." I lied. This will make her veins pop out, I thought.
Melody was gritting her teeth. I've noticed she has such a short temper. It's happening now.

Melody swung her arm and punched me hard in the face. I deliberately stumbled into the road. Melody gasped.
"Nooooo! Katrina!!" She shouted.
A car honking, getting closer. I closed my eyes. I screamed.

-Melody's POV-
No... NO NO NO THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING.
I fell to the ground, as Layla started crying. It's my fault. I might have killed Katrina.
"This is all your fault!!" Layla screamed at me, as she ran over to Katrina's body. All the cars stopped and people came rushing out, surrounding her and Layla.

I got the phone and dialled 999.
"What's the emergency." A serious voice spoke.
"M...My friend got hit by a c...car and sh...she's unconscious," I couldn't help but stutter from the shock.
"Where?"
"It's... It's on red-lane street. London."
"Ok. We're coming. Thank you."

They hung up. I cried. This is all my fault. Why? Katrina was bullying me, but all she did was punch me in the stomach.

I punched her into the road and made her get hit by a car.

-Layla's POV-
The only thing that's in my head is Katrina. If she dies, I don't know what I'm going to do. Her life would be wasted, just on a plan to get revenge on a girl. Who ruined her life. I can't blame Melody, this was meant to happen.

Me and Melody went into the emergency room where Katrina lay unconscious. We both ran over to her, and sat down. I held her hand, and brought it to my face. She felt warm, and she's alive. That's such a big relief. Melody just sat there, sobbing. I felt awkward and didn't know how to comfort her. So I chose to bring all my attention to Katrina.

A man (the doctor) came in with a clipboard. He cleared his throat.
"Hello ladies, are you friends of Katrina summers?" He questioned, walking over to us.
"Yes," Layla said calmly, "I'm Layla shenley and she's Melody Kansa."
"Ok, thank you. We're going to scan Katrina's body, to see if any of her organs are not functioning or perhaps punctured. We'll let you know in about an hour. You can go to the buffet, please feel welcome to." The doctor bowed. He looked like a warm-hearted person. Katrina's in good hands.

The doctor left, as me and Melody looked at eachother awkwardly.

-Melody's POV-

We decided to go to the buffet, there was nothing else to do. The people who worked in the buffet greeted us warmly, possibly knowing that someone close to us was hurt.
"Are you okay girls?" A lady with kind green eyes asked.
"Yes, thank you." I said.
Me and Layla sat next to the wall. There was a long silence, until Layla spoke.
"You getting anything?" She stood up, "Because I am."
I nodded and slightly smiled. I don't really know Layla, but one thing I do know is the fact that everyone has a warm heart deep inside. No one is all cold hearted.

We walked slowly to the display, where there was cake and toasties. I chose to have a small piece of chocolate cake, since I haven't had any for a long time. I heard Layla order a coffee.
We sat back down onto our chairs, with trays in our hands.

For a good 40 mins, there was nothing but silence. I understand, but I hate moments like this. Layla was fiddling and moving a lot. It's probably because she's worried about Katrina, I'm so surprised she's not being angry at me.

"You want to go?" Layla waved in front of my face so I would come back to reality.
I blinked and shook my head. Wow. I need to stop drifting off.
"Sure" I said as we thanked the lady in the buffet.
The doctor we saw earlier ran up to us, saying that we needed to talk in the room where Katrina's bed was.

My heart started beating fast.

"So, as you know, the car has a huge impact on the human body. Katrina was hit the hardest around the lower area. This has unfortunately shut down her kidneys."

Shut down her kidneys.

The doctor talked calmly to refrain us from fainting.
"I'm really sorry ladies, but I don't think she can live. Without her kidneys, she cannot digest her food. And of course if she didn't eat, she would die of starvation. I'm really sorry, but because we think she'll be unconscious for a long time, unless there is a last minute donor we can't save her." He sat with his eyes looking into me and Layla's. He could feel our pain.

I...I killed Katrina.

My hands started to shake uncontrollably, and I was breathing heavily. I started crying. I'm a murderer. I'm never going to forgive myself. The doctor patted me on my back and gave me a hug.
"I'm sorry." He sounded upset.

He left me and Layla to have our own time ; to take everything in that had just happened.
"If there is a last minute donor, will they let us know?" I sniffed.
Layla looked at me seriously. "I think only her family will know. But I don't think Katrina can be saved, unless someone wants to give up their life just for her. Last minute."

-someone's POV-

I can't explain the way
my tears run blood along my veins
if I let go of my pain
I'll vanish into thin air,
it's better that way...

My end is coming,
I can hear it in my heart
blood will flow
along the grounds of the earth,
I can't deceive
the darkness anymore...
I'm letting go, I'm losing control of myself...

I've got to save her. She's the best friend I've ever had. I don't deserve to live as much as her.

I'm going to do it.