Falling Too Deep

Chapter 18

(Songs for this chapter: Irresistible by One Direction, or My Love by Sia)

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My body was immediately warmed by a pair of beautiful green eyes. I felt nervous and excited all at once, staring at Nick, and my body stayed planted right in front of the bathroom door. Nick slowly sat up from the bed and stood up beside it, smiling at me. I watched as his eyes roamed my body and I remembered that I only had on a bra and thong. Feeling insecure I crossed my arms and scanned the room for the nearest robe. What was I thinking walking out here almost in the nude?

"I was starting to get worried. You were in there for a while." Nick said, nervously chuckling.

I located a small towel hanging from the door and quickly wrapped it around my body. "You know us girls...we take forever."

He frowned at the towel and took a few more steps towards me. "Why did you cover up?"

I shrugged, feeling embarrassed. "It's a little chilly."

Suddenly, he was right in front of me slowly pulling off the towel and raking his eyes up and down my body. "Don't be embarrassed of your body. It's so sexy."

I smiled at his compliment. He thought I had a sexy body? As he rubbed his hands up and down my back I glanced behind him at some candles that were placed on the dresser. He had lit candles? How sweet. I placed my hands on his chest and grinned. "You are so romantic. Do you know that?"

He glanced back at his work and laughed. "I tried..."

I giggled and grabbed his hands, pulling him to the bed. He took a seat on the bed and I stood in front of him with my hands on his shoulders. "I love you Nick." I told him truthfully.

"I love you too."

I rubbed his cheeks with my hands and he pressed his face in my chest and began kissing it. I sighed at the feeling and ran my fingers through his hair, slightly pulling it. His fingers snaked up my stomach, across to my back and on the clasp of my bra. Once my bra was on the floor he gripped my boobs in his hands and placed soft butterfly kisses all over them. I closed my eyes and bit my lip, the feeling was sensational and we weren't even close to starting.

I pulled Nick's shirt off and marveled at his perfect body. As I ran my hands down his toned chest he pulled me on top of him down on the bed. We began passionately making out, rubbing and touching each and every part of each other. Before I knew it I was butt naked and so was Nick, he was laying on top of me sucking on my neck and shoulders.

I couldn't get a good look at his private but I could feel it against my thigh. It made me feel anxious and I realized what we were about to do.

"Nick, do you have a condom?"

Nick lifted his head from my chest and pushed his hair that had sloppily spilled over his forehead back. He really needed a haircut, I would have to remind him later.

"What?" he asked, out of breath.

"Do you have protection?"

He blinked at me a few times, but once everything registered in his brain he nodded quickly. "Yeah! Yeah, of course!" he said as he reached over to the nightstand and grabbed a box from the drawer. I watched as he opened the gold wrapper and moved his hand to his crotch.

"All set."

I nodded and placed my hands on his shoulders. "I'm nervous."

He smiled and even in the little of light we had I could see his sparkling, white teeth.

"Don't be."

I sighed. "I know, it's just been so long. I don't know what to do."

He shrugged. "It's fine. Let me do everything, you just relax."

I frowned. "That's not fair to you."

He rolled his eyes and kissed me. "Shhh."

I kissed back hungrily and eagerly. I just wanted him to be mine. He handled me gently, even though my kisses were rough he returned them with soft passionate ones. I felt him messing with me down there and I couldn't help the tingling sensation that came.

I moaned at his touch and he groaned, lifting my hips up to his. His hands squeezed my waist and pulled my body closer as he pushed at my entrance.

The kisses were making me dizzy and I didn't even know he was in until I felt pressure and then a rush of pain. I gasped loudly and dug my nails into his back, not sure if I should move to his rhythm or just lie there. But, I couldn't help the sudden jerks of my hips towards him, yearning for more.

Nick went right on though, finding his rhythm and pleasuring me the whole time. My eyes were blurry and my legs were limp...but it didn't matter because everything felt amazing. I squeezed, rubbed, and kissed on Nick while he took control and his manly moans made me melt even more.

The way he said my name, huskily under his breath made me even more wet and I didn't even think that was possible. I thought it was cute how his whole chest and neck would fluctuate between a bright red and pink color, and I had to refrain myself from giggling. But at times I couldn't help it and Nick would smile at me even though he didn't know why I was giggling.

Five minutes had passed and I was going to explode, I could feel it. This feeling had already happened once and I could feel it coming on again. Nick was still going at it, gasping for air and I was kissing all over his neck, yearning to taste his skin.

Nick was bright red and his forehead was sweaty. He looked like he would blow up any minute.

"An...And...Andrea..I'm about to come."

I squeezed the back of his neck and ran my fingers through his hair, blinking through my sweaty lashes.

"Okay baby."

He kept being persistent though and I laid back against the pillows, moaning his name. I couldn't help it, he felt so right. I could feel it building up again and I gripped the sheets, squeezing the life out of them. My toes curled up and I squeezed my eyes shut as the sensation washed over me.

"Ohh god...Nick...oh."

He groaned over and over again very loudly. "Shit Andrea. Uh."

His whole body shook as he panted for air, while I laid there with my eyes closed. I felt his body roll off of me to the side and Nick sighed.

My body was still numb and tender, so I stayed there not making a move. Nick's lips instantly kissed my shoulder and I felt him smile against my skin.

"Are you okay?"

I nodded slowly and licked my dry lips. I still couldn't move. My crotch was throbbing and I don't know if it was from pain or the fact that I wanted more of him.

"Are you sure? I didn't hurt you did I? I know it's been six years."

I chuckled at the worry in his voice and cracked my eyes open. "I'm fine. Just stunned."

I turned my head to look at his beautiful tired face and he smirked. "Stunned, huh?"

I grinned. "Don't flatter yourself."

He smiled and grabbed my waist, pulling me on top of him. I rested my head on his chest and slowly rubbed my hand up and down his torso.

We stayed like that for about half an hour and I kissed his chest to see if he was awake. "Nick, are you sleep?"

"No."

I kissed his chest again and sighed. "Tell me about your mom."

I felt his body stiffen a little, but it quickly went away. "What do you want to know?"

I traced the lines of his abs and kissed his chest again. "What was she like?"

He sighed and gently caressed my back. "She was....she was smart and wise. I always went to her if I needed advice or help with something. Every body loved her too, it's like she had an aura of positivity. You always had to be around her, she was just so fun."

I smiled. "She sounds like she was an amazing woman."

"She was. You remind me of her."

At this, I lifted my head and looked him in the eyes. "I do?"

He nodded and stroked my hair. "Yes. You're so positive and sweet and beautiful. Just like her."

I grinned, my eyes filling with tears. "Stop it."

He chuckled and rubbed my cheek. "It's true. She would've loved you."

I smiled and laid my head back on his chest. My fingers ran down his body until I located the tattoo on his lower right hip. I ran my finger across the ink and my eyes slowly drifted closed as I fell into a nice, peaceful sleep.

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