Hopeless - The sequel to Breathless. A Janoskians fanfic.

27. "Now its time to see Isla."

Benji's POV -

I was free, at least for now. I didn't care about my bail conditions, I was going to jail anyway, Skip had to be taught a lesson. He'd been like a brother to me for five years, he'd saved my life but now he'd just as good as ruined it. Isla was mine, since the day I'd first seen her, I knew she was what I wanted. I'd let Skip have her once, it wasn't happening again. I left her house, unable to find her, I left havoc and destruction behind through pure frustration. I turned my phone on, there was little battery left from those nights in the cells, but enough to make the call I needed to.

Tabby: You're out then?

Benji: Yep, I'm a free man, for now.

Tabby: I've done what we discussed..

Benji: I've just been to her house, cheers for warning me sooner Tabs.

Tabby: I didn't want to waste time, I'm sure you don't either. They'll be on to you soon.

Benji: and? I left Skip a little note. They won't find us Tabby, no one will suspect you.

Tabby: Shay already has, I put her straight though.

Benji: Good girl, I'll be there soon.

Tabby: okay, hurry, her drugs are wearing off.

Benji: Give her more then. Seeya

I shoved my phone back in my pocket, delighted. Tabby had visited me in jail a few times, on my request, and we'd subtly managed to hatch the plan. Tabby had pretended to be my sister, and we'd pretended Isla was my dog. It was so simple, no one had suspected a thing and I'd been set free. I walked out of Isla's drive way and around the corner to the next street, as I walked along the hedges I heard a car pull up. Skip's voice suddenly sounded out and I laughed to myself, he wouldn't find her, however hard he tried. I continued walking along the streets, thinking about everything that had happened lately, I didn't mean to hurt Isla, I just couldn't escape from the drugs. I'd been clean for four and a half years, but an old friend, Noah, had enticed me back in. I needed to get to his house quickly, being in jail had been torture without a fix when I needed one.

I turned right along the next street, I could see Noah's house already and my pace picked up, desperate for a high. I began twitching at the thought of an injection, the thought of the clear liquid rushing through my veins. I ran a few metres until I was stood outside the same block flats I'd been to hundreds of times, I pressed the bell and waited, scratching at my wrists, waiting for an answer. "Benji! Bro, come on up!" Noah's voice sounded through the intercom and the door buzzed open. I ran up five flights of stairs, stumbling a few times and trying to act normal as a couple and their young daughter passed. Finally I reached the red door and banged on it frustrated. The door swung open and there Noah stood, with a blue haired girl, Elissa. Elissa and I had dated once, a long time ago, her twin sister Maya was there too, with a few other people. "Come in." Benji hugged me and lead me inside. I was passed a small bottle of vodka straight away and I began gulping it down, quarter of a bottle, half a bottle, a whole bottle, gone. "Benji!" Maya ran and wrapped her arms around my neck, her pink hair tickled my face and I kissed he cheek. Ollie, Jasper, Keira, Dana and Stephanie, the usual company were there, now joined by Tabby.

"Do you want to see her?" Tabby said, impressed with herself, standing up and walking towards the heavy metal door in the back of the apartment. "soon." I stopped her, "I have things to take care of first, are you joining?" I asked and she nodded her head, following Noah and I to the bathroom. I strapped the belt tightly above my elbow, Noah flicked the syringe, and squirted a small amount of liquid from the needle. I felt my eyes widen and my legs shaking in excitement, my first hit in three days, I needed this. The needled pierced my skin and the liquid flooded into my veins, I felt alive. Four needles later, Tabby, Noah, Elissa and I left the cramped bathroom, "Now it's time to see Isla." I slurred to Tabby, stumbling back towards the metal door. "Cheers Tabs." I finished and caressed her face in my hands. Tabby pushed her lips against mind and I fumbled with her dress, stroking my hands along her back and waist. She pulled away and opened up the door. Isla was sat peacefully on the floor, her arms cuffed to a pipe behind her back. She was still unconscious, but that wouldn't stop me, I wanted her, the drugs swam around my body and the alcohol radiated throughout. "I'll leave you to it." Tabby began, tripping up as she made her way back to the door, "Just call me if you need anything." she finished and the door slammed behind her. Islas hand were cuffed together with cable ties, I eventually pulled them apart, she mumbled, confused, and slumped to the floor.

Isla's POV -

I felt a weight above me and a deep breathing surrounded me, as I began to gain consciousness I realised I could now move my arms, I was no longer sat up, I was laying on the cold floor. A pain shot through me, a pain I was far too used to, a pain that violated me and made me feel sick. I couldn't move, my body, I was too weak, but as my eyes flickered open, I saw a face that made me shudder and my skin crawl. He looked into my eyes, and pressed his lips against mine. I could taste pure vodka swimming around my mouth as he forced his tongue around mine, he thrust himself against me once again and the pain continued. I tried to fight him off me, swaying my body from side to side, but I was to weak, tears rolled down my face and as I tried to scream, Benji's hand covered my mouth. "Shh baby girl." he husky voice whispered in my ear, "I know you want me.". I loosened my body and lay motionless, trying to block out what was happening. I closed my eyes tight, trying to stop the tears from escaping and thought of Skip. Would he find me?

A few minutes passed, but it felt like hours, I could feel something digging into my back, my phone. It was still in the pocket of my dress, I hoped Benji wouldn't find it, that he wouldn't tie me back to that pipe, this could be my escape. Benji grunted, jolted suddenly and put all his weight on top of me, breathing deeply. The pain had finally stopped, but the disgust and shame still lingered. How could I let him do this to me? How was he even here? A million questions rattled my brain, but still I couldn't voice them. Benji pulled himself off me and made his way to the small sink underneath the window, the only other thing in the dark, cold room. He poured a glass of water and downed it, before filling it up again. He left it on the side of the sink, and walked back over to me with something in his hand. I pulled my legs up to my chest and cowered against the wall, he pulled me up and pinned me to the way, my arms above my head. Two minutes later, my arms were bound to the pipe with more cable ties and I was being forced to drink more water. It was cold and refreshing, but I was hungry, I wanted to eat more than anything. My body was still weak and as Benji hovered over me as I slumped back down the wall, my vision became blurry. I tried hard to keep my eyes open, to keep myself awake, "Benji, please don't hurt me anymore?" I begged as he kicked me hard in the ribs, "You're only good for one thing." he spat back at me and I drifted off into blackness.

Benji's POV -

Isla was drugged and unconscious, I was satisfied and more drugs waited to be injected into my body. It was 11pm now, the sun had gone down and music blared around the flat. The metal door slammed behind me and I made my way to the front room to join the others. Tabby was making her way towards the front door with Jasper, his hands slipping up her dress, she called goodbye as I wondered past and the two of them left. I found Noah, Elissa, Maya and Dana and Keira still in the living room, Ollie and Stephanie had gone to a deal in the local park. Dana was Keira's girlfriend, Noah's eyes widened as the two girls touched each others legs and breast, their lips locked tightly together. They both giggled and ,are their way to one of the bedrooms away from Noah's view, "Girls, come back, we could make this exciting!" he yelled playfully, Dana whispered something into Keira's ear and walked back over to Noah. "You're welcome to join." she pulled him up and ran her tongue along his bottom lip. The three of them left the room and I was left with Elissa and Maya. "how is she?" they both asked me, talking about Isla. I sat down in between them and let them draped themselves over me, all of us were still drunk and high, "Fine." I replied, "She won't be coming out anytime soon."

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Some got 15 votes pretty quickly on my last chapter, and it gave me no time at all to write. I feel bad saying I'll update after 15 votes and then not doing it because I haven't had the time.

So basically this chapter will need at least 20 votes before I update. I'm sorry guys, but I'm so busy recently! - Molly 🌸