Colleen's POV:
I woke up to a hand grabbing my arm. I looked over and Drew was there pulling my arm. I tired to get out of his grip but I couldn't. I pulled hard but he gripped tighter.
"Let go!!" I screamed. I looked over and Joshua wasn't there. Where did he go?
"Fighting back isn't going to make this situation better!" He yelled.
"Shut up, I'm in control." He said and kissed me.I woke up sobbing. I looked over and Joshua was next to me. He jumped up and grabbed me.
"It's okay baby. I'm here." He said calming. He held me in his arms as I sobbed. I calmed down a little bit. This guy has made my life even worse. He hugged me in his arms. It wasn't tight but it was a reassuring hug telling me that he was there. He slowly leaned back as I stay in his arms.
"Is he in here??" I asked.
"No, don't worry your fine." He said kissing my head. I kissed him. It felt good. Not like the kiss I got from Drew.
"I know it's hard baby but you need to stop thinking about what happened." He said. He is right. It's gonna be hard but I have to stop. Thinking about him won't make my life any better. I held onto him even though I was feeling better.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"3 am." He said.
"Sorry." I said.
"Don't be." He said smiling. He slowly let go but I grabbed his arms back on me. He giggled and grabbed me on top of him as he laid down. We stared into each other's eyes.
"Your the best thing that's ever happened to me. I'm so lucky to have you. I can't imagine my life without you. You make me have a smile I can't take off my face every time I see you walk into a room. You are my everything Colleen Mae Ballinger. I love you." Joshua said staring into my eyes. I got tears in my eyes.
"I love you more. I will always love you. Thank you for everything you have done for me." I said. He kissed me over and over. He is the only person that can bring out my true happiness.A/N
awhh s'cute 🤗🤗🤗
JE LEEST
You Mean Something To Me
FanfictionColleen Ballinger is a normal girl on YouTube. That is what everyone thinks at least. She has a different side be hind camera. She is very depressed. She doesn't have many friends. She is a loner. She meets a guy from YouTube, Joshua David Evans. Wi...