You Mean Something To Me

Making Me Better

Colleen's POV:
I woke up and didn't feel like starting today. I just wish everything would end. I woke up by my phone ringing. It was Joshua, again. I decided to answer it.
"Hello." I said.
"Colleen! Oh my god where have you been I've been worried sick." He said.
"It's been a day." I said.
"I was making sure you were okay." He said. I felt so bad. All he did was care about me. And only me. Why? Why do I find such good guys but I'm such a horrible girl. I am possible the worst girlfriend there ever is.
"Colleen?" He asked. I started crying. Why do I always cry?
"Joshua I have to go." I said.
"No Colleen don't go." He said. I didn't. I didn't want to go.
"Can I come over?" I asked.
"Of course." He said.
"I'll see you in a minute." I said. I only live like 5 minutes away from from him. I got dressed and walked outside without even putting make up on. I felt so self conscious. I was walking and there was this but filming thing going on so I had to take a back road. I was walking though because he was so close. I felt someone grab my arm and it was a girl.
"Your Colleen Ballinger!" She said someone actually recognized me. We were alone in an alley. She got really close to my face and then slapped me across the face. Hard.
"Ouch what the fuck!" I screamed. She started punching me and slapping me hard. I don't know why.
"You think your all cool because you did a collab with a guy. Well get over yourself." She said. She kicked me as I was on the floor sobbing. I was there for about 5 sobbing but I managed to pick myself up. I limped over to Joshua's apartment.

I reached his floor and and ran to his door. I banged on it as I was sobbing.

Joshua's POV:
I heard banging on my door. I opened it and Colleen was standing there sobbing. She had cuts and bruises all over her body. She looked like she was about to break down.
"Joshua!!" She screamed and grabbing my body. I shut the door and picked her up and brought her to my room and laid her on the bed.
"Colleen what happened." I asked kneeling next to her.
"This person can and beat me up. She said I don't deserve you. I am the worst youtuber ever and I don't deserve you. You deserve a way better girl than me!" She screamed. While crying. She is slowly breaking down. I wrapped my arms around her and got in the bed next to her.
"Colleen you are one of the best Youtubers I have ever met. And I don't deserve you. You are way out of my league. You the most beautiful person I have ever laid eyes on." I said. I meant every word of it. I wanted her to be my girlfriend but I didn't know if this was too soon. She seemed to start calming down a bit but she was gripping on to me tight.
"Hey I got you okay? Nothing bad will happen." I said. She nodded and scooted closer to me.
"I'm scared what if she comes back." Colleen said.
"Don't be I'll be here to protect you." I said. She looked up at me. I rubbed her back and she winced in pain.
"Where does it hurt." I asked.
"Everywhere." She said. I got up and got her some medicine for her cuts and then got some Advil and other medicines.
"Should I cancel the movies tonight with Rebecca and Matt?" I asked.
"No no I'm fine! Even if I'm not you go I don't want to ruin your plans like I ruin everything else." She said.
"You don't ruin everything." I said to her. She kissed me again. I loved it when she did that.
"I still want to go." She said. She is a fighter.
"Okay." I said.
"I have to go home and get ready though!" She said.
"Okay I'll just come and pick-"
"No I want you to walk with me." She said.
I was confused.
"I'm scared." She said quietly. I smiled and hugged her tight.
I held out my hand.
"Come on let's go." I said. She grabbed my hand and we walked out the door. She was so adorable. I think that I am slowly falling in love with her.