You Mean Something To Me

Best Night Ever

(The same night)
Colleen's POV:
I was still hugging Joshua. I was so glad to have someone so supportive. I let go of the hug and started crying.
"Don't cry." He said hugging me.
"Tears of joy. Nobody has ever been so nice to me but my sister." I said. I wiped away my tears and he looked at me confused.
"What about your parents?" He asked.
"Um they say that my sadness is a party killer and I just ruined family get togethers." I said to him.
"That's not true. The party probably doesn't start till you walked in." He says laughing. I laughed and he grabbed my hands.
"Let's get your mind off of things." He said. Staring at him just got my mind off of things.
"Let's bake cookies!!" I said and grabbed his hand. He laughed and followed me. We played some Christmas music while we made cookies. I was so happy. This was how I wanted everyday of my life to be. But that wouldn't happen. He was just gonna come and go like all guys do. I know I will never find love.
"Last Christmas I gave you my heart and the very next day you gave it away!" We sang. We were making he cookies and he ate some batter.
"Uh don't eat the batter!" I said joking. He took a piece and put it in my mouth.
"Don't eat the batter!" He said mocking me. I jokingly hit him.
"Your cute." He said laughing. Was he flirting? I blushed at his comment. I looked at the time and it was 1 am.
"It's 1 am!" I said.
"Do you have any plans tomorrow?" He asked.
"Me? Have plans? Good joke." I said.
"Okay well let's pull an all nighter." He said.
"And we can go to the beach and watch the sunrise." He said smiling.
"You would want to do something like that with me?" I asked.
"Of course." He said.
"Okay." I said smiling.
"While we wait let's watch Disney movies!" He said. He was such a great guy. We put in beauty and the beast and watched the movie. We shared a blanket. We drank a lot of coffee so we wouldn't be tired. Then the time came.
4am. We started heading down to our car because the drive was like an hour. But we didn't care. We got in the car with our blankets and everything. I was kinda scared because I hate the things in the dark but I felt safer with him around.

We arrived at the beach and I held onto his arm tightly because I was scared.
"Hey it's okay. I'm here." He said. We hiked up a little bit. Then we had to go up a big part but I was so weak. This was gonna be so embarrassing because I wouldn't be able to get my self up there.
"Don't feel bad Colleen I'll help you up." He said.
He lifted me up in his big strong arms and put me on the higher part. He got up himself because he was so fricken buff. We laid the blanket down and he put his arm around me as we listened to the ocean waves. Then we saw it. The sun slowly came up. It was so pretty. One of the most prettiest sunrises I have ever seen. I leaned my head on his shoulder as we watched the sunrise.
"This is gorgeous." I said in awe.
"Your gorgeous." He said. He was the sweetest person I ever met.
"You too." I said. Why did I say that. I just called a guy gorgeous.
"Am I hashtag goals??" He asked laughing.
"Totes!!" I said laughing. We were staring into each other's eyes. This has been the best day ever. Or days I should say. I felt like I knew who he was. I told him all about me and he told me all about him. We were so jokey with each other but I know I could trust him with anything. We were still staring at each other. It felt like the right thing to do. So I did it. I leaned my face in, and kissed him.

A/N
Am I jumping into things to fast???