You Mean Something To Me

Better Of Dead

Colleen's POV:
"NO!!"I heard Joshua yelled. He jumped in front of my right as she shot, the bullet hit him.
She looked shocked.
"I didn't mean to kill him. That was for you." She said. Blood was coming out from his chest.
"YOU FUCKING BITCH." I screamed.
"I'm sorry." She said quietly.
"YOUR SORRY?? YOU PROBABLY KILLED HIM AND YOU ALMOST KILLED ME!" I screamed. The police and ambulance came running in. I fell to the ground right by Joshua and started shaking. I medic came over to me. She put an oxygen mask on my face.
"Breathe. I need you to tell me what happened." She said calmly.
"This girl beat me up one day in an ally. Then I she game and broke in and said that she wanted to kill me but my boyfriend Joshua jumped in front of me before the bullet hit me. He took a bullet for me." I said. I could just see Joshua and the blood all on his body. I started sobbing. I got my phone and called Rachel. They had already taken Joshua to the hospital. Some of my neighbors have came out to see what was happening.

Rachel arrived and I started bawling in her arms.
"I have to go to the hospital." I said. I got up and ran to my car with Rachel behind me. She drove because I was basically having a panic attack. I was sobbing. I should have been shot. That girl was right. I should be killed. I am a horrible person. I arrive at the hospital and thy say I can't go in.
"Why can't I go in!!!" I screamed.
"He is having surgery. What's your name I will get a doctor to get you when he is out of surgery." The lady said.
"Colleen Ballinger." I said.
"Okay go wait." she said. Rude. I got up and went and sat in a chair and cried. My poor Joshua. He doesn't deserve this. I should be the one on that hospital dead. I just wish that girl killed me, because right now is the worst day of my life. I would be better of dead.

A/N
sorry for a short update and sorry this took me long to update!
I have so many tests (yuck I know)