Yogscast X Reader

Smith X Reader- Stay

For @KaylieSinger

It's always me that gets castes out. It's always me that everyone replaces after a while. When I'm editing is the only time people talk to me... Well try to talk to me but I'm working so I can't really talk and when I actually decide I want to talk to them I get casted away .

Kim was the one who thought it would be a good idea for me to work here. It wasn't a good idea. When I first came in I felt like people actually wanted me around. They would smile at me and say 'Hello! How are you?' Then we'd have a general conversation about our day and then off to working again. Then it all began to change. When I'd walk in people wouldn't smile at me or just say a simple hi , they'd blank me completely. That's when I began to mentally spiral down.

"Could you edit the new Flux Buddies (Y/N)? Sam can't do it he's helping with the stream tonight "Bearded Tom asked popping his head round my area in the editors office.

"Yeah sure"I mumbled.

Kim. Kim my old best friend. We technically grew up together after she stopped traveling around a lot but then she got this job and plans we made were always delayed or called off because she was working or going out with Duncan and Hat Films somewhere. That's what I mean by I always get replaced. Everybody just doesn't like me I guess... No I just keep myself to myself and work my ass off.

Screw it. I'm not going to edit the Fuck Buddies video. Minty can fill in for me.

Writing a quick memo for  Minty and sticking it in her desk I put my coat on and grabbed my keys. I'll just come back when I'm ready. Nobody will care.

The laughter filled each room except the hallway which I walked down.  It was like as I passed each room the laughter would die down and the front doors would shine brightly like it was welcoming me. Through the only reasonable exit I could see the snow falling down softly onto this corrupt earth. It was beautiful.

My hand reached for the handle so I could finally leave but someone's had reached it first and a body was put in front of me.

"Where do you think your going?"

Smith. It had to be the tall ginger didn't it. Nope it couldn't be Trott or Kim but one of the tallest people in the office.

"Home"I mumbled waiting for him to move.

"Why are you doing this to yourself?"He questioned lifting up my face so I had no choice but to look at him.

"Doing what?"I questioned quite harshly without meaning to,"What am I doing that is bothering you so much that nobody else cares about?!"

"(Y/N), people do care just that they haven't yet noticed what your doing"He said in a calm manner letting go of the door handle and crossing his arms like a mother telling of her child,"And stop isolating yourself from everyone its ridiculous. Plus your meant to be editing Fuck Buddies video"

I couldn't help but mentally smile at what he said. It was him that actually got me into saying Fuck Buddies every now and again.

"Minty is covering for me and why should I stop isolating myself from everyone if they don't care?"

"They do care"

"No they don't!"

"Yes they do!"

"Smith nobody cares about me some et out of my-"

"God Dammit (Y/N)!"Smith snapped running a hand through his hair obviously stressed out,"Everybody likes you no they adore you! Kim ,she's your best friend and sea always talking about you to us. Duncan, he's trying so hard to get to know you but most of the stuff he finds out is from Kim. Simon, he adores you because your so talented at so many things that you don't even realize it. Ross and Trott, they think of you as their little sister who they can tease and yet it wouldn't bother you a lot. All the editors think of you as their mother as you always keep them in line and letting them off every now and again without telling anyone. Lewis, he thinks of you as the daughter he will never have and is always making sure you come into work everyday . And sees so many more but it'll take to long to explain!"

"What about you? What does the Alex Smith think of me?"I questioned not wanting to agitate him further.

"If I tell you you'd probably never like me again and I don't want to risk our friend ship"He mumbled looking suddenly sad.

"Smith I don't care what you'll say , you'll just always be that tall gingernut that knows how to get in people's way"

With a roll of his eyes and a quick swift movement he pulled me closer to him through holding my hips and pressed his lips against my own. I was stunned. He was kissing me and didn't have a second thought. It took me a while to react but I simply kissed back and put my hands on his chest as he suddenly relaxed.

We broke away taking in all the air we could. How badly I wanted that kiss to last forever but unfortunately we have to breathe to live.

Smith stepped away from the door so now I was stood there frozen just looking outside at the snow,"Um y-you can go if you w-want or you can just s-stay"He stuttered which made my heart melt. Why am I suddenly attracted to him I dot know but now I don't want to leave his side.

"I think I'll stay"I whispered looking at him as a smile appeared on his face ,"And I promise not to isolate myself anymore"

"And I promise to never let your that"Smith whispered back pulling me into a hug so I was tightly pressed up against him and we simply just kissed.