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Sjin X Reader- Jekyll and Hyde

For FridgeTax4 - Didn't let me tag you, I apologise
Warning: Contains several mental illness' ,e.g.- Suicidal, Depression, Anxiety, DID, ETC. ( If you get triggered by these don't read and if you need to talk to someone about any problems you can feel free to contact me through DM's or any professionals in other places. There is hope)

Yogtowers or the place of mental freedom. Everyone who works for Yogtowers suffers from some form of mental illness an its aura once you enter, is somewhat soothing. People are calm, not panic or stress, everyone's happy and there is usually no problems. Key word, usually. Lewis, he suffers from Abulia meaning that he struggles to make decisions or take action hence why when there is sometimes a fire drill, he panics and has no clue what to do. Simon , he suffers from Absence seizure's meaning that he just completely zones out for a few minutes without realising and when he's done he just continues what ever he does. There's so much more but its not just the content creators, its also the editors. Sam, he suffers from Anxiety and tries not to get involved in any videos or live recordings and, usually resorts to not asking anyone for help because he's too scared to- There is also the odd panic attack but that dearest happens. Tom, his isn't bad but apparently its classed as a mental disorder. He has mild autism meaning that he gets exited over little things, hums to himself at a constant tone when he's happy or exited and gets angry easily but because its mild, he can control it.

With bags under my eyes, I entered the building, my coat soaking wet from the rain.

I was greeted by Ross who must've also just got here as he was taking of his soaking coat too. There was dark, bags under hi eyes and his action were somewhat slow.

Night terrors...

The door closed behind me with a thud as I took my own coat off, completely taking it off the same time Ross did.

He turned around to me and softly smiled," You alright?"

"Sorta," I sighed a he placed his arm over my shoulders as we went to the lift to go to our floor," You look shattered"

He chuckled softly," I am," He sighed as he pressed the button and the doors to the lift closed, his arm , still slung over my shoulders,"  Worst part is I can actually remember this one. Wish I didn't"

"What was it about?"

Ross sighed as he recalled the memory," It was some shadow figure but I could see its face clearly. It looked empty almost, it looked like a woman an its eyes glowed slightly. Worst part was it just stood there, staring at me without blinking and breathing really heavily. Not gonna sleep tonight because of that"

"Is this gonna be another 101 Yogtowers?" I chuckled as we walked out the lift together," Because I'm down for it"

"Deal"

101 Yogtowers is something me and Ross do. When one of us or both of us are struggling to sleep, we sleep at Yogtowers together, this usually takes place in the lounge as that room feels the safest and most comfortable. Also, when this happens a few others join and call it a slumber party. Its fun nonetheless.

Ross removed himself from my shoulders but before he could walk off, I grabbed his wrist and opened my door, pulling him in. He looked at me confused but a small smile appeared on his face as he realised what I was about to do. I was going to use concealer to hide his eye bags. 

As I began to apply the concealer as Ross hugged me but not too tight that I couldn't sort out his bags  so it was kind of like he was loosely holding onto my waist but we were just hugging.

As I moved onto his other eye, I watched as Ross' eyes diverted from my concentrated face to where the door to my office was. I then also diverted my attention to what ever he was looking at.