Yogscast X Reader

Lewis X Reader- Crush

For @LeahCoppin

"Lewis!"

The Yogscast is my second family and I love them all to bits but sometimes I could slap them.

"Don't put it on your head!"

The thing is I've actually developed feelings for one of them. Yogscast Lewis . Yes I've fell for the raven haired man who basically owns everyone in this building but I don't care because I think I'm actually in love.

"Hannah?! Can you tell Lewis to stop it?!"

"Nope he's your problem!"Hannah called back with a smirk then running off... I'll murder her... Hannah knows about my feelings towards Lewis because she made me blurt it out and lately she's been acting strange whenever me and Lewis are together... It's not helping...

Also you've probably reading this thinking what are they doing?! And that the whole conversation sounds pretty wrong well it isn't as bad as it sounds. I'm stuck with Lewis trying to read out donations and he somehow managed to get one of Hat Films coloured dildo things. This lead to Lewis somehow balancing it on his head shouting that he's a unicorn. Yup... This is what my life has come to...

"Okay ignoring whatever Lewis is doing the donation is from FunckyFunnyBunnies and it says You idiots, I love you, keep up the good work Smiley face Also this is my second year watching but first time donating"

As I finished reading the donation Lewis poked me with the dildo thing as Mini and Nogla walked in looking confused . On the other hand Sam was doing the technical stuff and seemed to be having the time of his life watching whatever was happening.

"You are a strange human being, spaceman thing,"I pushed the thing away from me with a look of disgust ,"and I don't wanna touch that... God knows what Hat Films have done with that"

Lewis made a disgusted face and instantly dropped the thing ,"That disgusting"He mumbled turning to face the camera ,"However the lovely (Y/N) here isn't "

I sighed rolling my eyes at his comment but what I really wanted to do was kiss him... But I couldn't because then everybody would find out.

I turned back my computer as we loaded up TTT . Sam put a thing on the screen ,"No cheating " so we couldn't see what the players were.

So altogether there was me, Lewis, Duncan, Sjin, Daithi, Mini, Zoey, Tom, Rythian and Zylus. Turns out I was the traitor along with Rythian.

I spawned next to Lewis so I followed him around a bit.

"Why are you following me?!"Lewis complained turning around every now and again to see if I was still behind him.

"Because I can't find a good weapon you dumb ass!" I complained . Secretly I had a shot gun thing but I only showed my crowbar because logic.

When Lewis reached a corner I quickly got out the shot gun ad killed him. Lewis turned to look at me in real life with a look of disapproval as I bit my lip to stop myself from smiling.

When I was somewhere safe in the game I finally turned to Lewis on to be caught in his eyes. The went on for seconds but I turned away quickly and went back to the game. As I continued with the game I heard Lewis sigh lightly. It wasn't the type of sigh you make when you board it was something else.

Why do they call it a crush when you like someone? Is it because of that horrible feeling you get when you get rejected by them? Or is it something else?

Time went by quickly and somebody was going to take over the stream after us. So like any other night we signed off.

Everyone said their goodbyes to Mini and Daithi as they left but soon went back to doing whatever they were doing. Me and Lewis were the last ones to leave and he seemed to have sobered up somehow. I began to walk back to my office but I was stopped by Lewis grabbing my arm.

"(Y/N)?"  He mumbled. I turned to look at him. He was leaning up against a wall and his head was hung low whilst seeming scared of something,"Is it true? What Hannah said... Is it true?" What did Hannah say to him? I don't know and he'll never tell me because the unthinkable happened after that.

He kissed me... It was indescribable but I know it's something I'll never forget. They way he softly held onto my arms, the way he pulled me closer to him, they way he did it with such worry and the way he just did it.

At that very moment I hoped that time would freeze forever so I could be by his side like this but that's impossible.

Never in my life did I think that my own boss would like me this way too. I've never felt so relaxed in his touch. This is undeniably love and I'll never forget it.