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Zylus X GenderNeutral!Reader - Spring Day (SongFic)

I'd just like to clarify that the song in the media is Korean but I used the English Lyrics (Props if you actually know them!!) BTW I don't know if this makes sense but every time I came back to continue writing this I felt extra gay... not sure if it's because of the gender neutral thing or what but I'm feeling extra gay

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I miss you

The last time they saw each other, was during the Christmas live streams and both of them were happy nonetheless.

When I say that, I miss you more

But a few days after he went back to his home country, he got a call saying that they  had died. He felt his whole world come crashing down like they were the only person holding him up even when he through the was fine, they would be there for him

I'm looking at your photo
But I still miss you

He now stands alone, his gloved hand holding a picture of the whole group at a dinner party in which was the first day he met them but he didn't realise then how important they would become to him within a short period of time .

A small smile spread across his face at the memory . One that he will cherish forever.

Time is so cruel

He sighed , letting the cloud of air escape from his lips and create a soft looking mist to spill instead .

They were still too young to die but it was their time to go and Zylus had no way of stopping that, so he didn't.

I hate us

A single tear spilled from his eye and he slowly fell to his knees, still intently staring at the picture in his hand, like he was expecting a specific person to vanish from it if he were to look away.

One half of him was telling him to look away and move on, knowing that they are in a better place now, but the other wanted to stare at it and always keep the picture at his side so he won't be able to forget them. He was stuck being torn between two halves of himself and he was hating every moment of it

Now it's hard to even see each other's faces

He remembered every conversation they ever had, every facial expression they made and all of that memorised for what? Nothing?

He put in so much effort to fly over to Yogtowers every now and again just to see them, just for a small conversation which would give him everything he needed for the time being . But now that she wasn't coming back he has less of an excuse to fly over to Yogtowers and so he rarely went, only now coming with one excuse which wasn't to see his friends .

It's only winter here
Even in August, winter is here

He knew that they went into hospital but wasn't directly responding to anyone and when he was told that they didn't make it through the night, he remembers the exact words and only two words have stuck to him since :

'They're gone'

My heart makes time run
Like a Snowpiercer left alone