Niall's POV:
It was like the days of my youth were replaying right before my eyes. Our lips quickly reconnected after parting briefly; we frantically raced to the bedroom. We left a trail of fabric down the hall and through the living room, but I'd get it all later.
All her buttons we undone and she sat in front of me in a black lace bra and matching panties. I had never seen someone so beautiful if so many different ways; she always seemed to amaze me every time I was with her. She sat on the edge of the mattress, watching me strip my shirt off. Her legs were tucked under her so she sat up on her knees, waiting for me.
I climbed into the fluffy bed and laid on my back as she slowly pinned my wrists down. Her soft, blonde hair tickled my cheek bones, making me laugh; making me want her even more. Her teeth bit down on her lip, driving me crazier and crazier with every passing moment that she teased me.
I felt a cold metal press against my chest and when I looked down to identifiy it, my dog tag dangled from her neck. "You still have that piece of junk?"
"Well why would I get rid of it?" A lurid tone rung in her throat, but I figured she was just nervous. We haven't been together since Lilli was an infant.
As her face drew in closer to mine, her hot breath warmed me in the chill of the winter. She lingered above me; at first I thought she was teasing me again, but then I saw something in her eyes; guilt.
"Niall," She held her breath in for awhile and puffed out my name. "I can't do this. I just, I..." She trailed off, not being able to finish her sentence. She pushed herself up on my bare chest and sat, straddled, across my thighs. I propped my elbows up to talk to her easier.
"It's fine. We shouldn't be doing this anyway. It was wrong and I should've urged against it. I'm sorry." I reached my shakey fingers towards her sad, blue eyes. A pained, half smile struck her lips and made my heart break a little.
"It wasn't your fault. I have a mind of my own and I decided to do this when clearly I shouldn't have." She leaped off of the bed and started to moved about the room, collecting her clothes. I watched her in awe and lusted for her touch.
She wiggled back into her jeans and buttoned every button on her tops while I lay cold in bed still. I was mad at myself for putting this on her, but she kept reassuring me that it wasn't my fault at all.
"Niall, just know this." She came and sat by my side in bed. I intertwined my fingers with hers and her free hand drew circles on my chest. "I have and will always love you more than you can imagine." She leaned in for one last kiss so I grabbed the back of her neck and pulled her closer so she was almost laying on top of me.
"I love you too." I saw in her eyes that she really did love me and she'd find a way to love me, if I knew that much about her. She stood up and grabbed her bag from the kitchen floor and with that she was gone.
After I put some clothes on, I decided to hang out in bed for the rest of the night watchign movies. I grabbed my phone and started a group message between me, Louis, Harry, and Zayn. In the subject box I typed the name 'Liam'.
'We need to get to the bottom of this. Liam has been acting funny and as his mate, I want to know why. Help me out? - Nialler xx' The rest of the boys agreed that he was distancing himself from everyone and everything lately and it had to stop. They all knew it was messing up Amber, Lilli, and Miracle as well and that hurt them a bit. It was time to figure out what his secret was.
