T.C
Me and Shawn haven't been doing so well we've been getting into little arguments everyday, and it's just really annoying because Shawn gets mad over the littlest things.
Like if I don't text within a two minute Fran then he's accusing me of doing something I'm not.
And I'm on the edge of just giving up on him, yes, giving up on Shawn. I just can't deal with being accused and there's barley any love left in our conversations.
Always arguing.
I sighed and walked out of the bathroom and to my bed in the hotel room. I picked my phone up and I had a text from Shawn.
Shawn:
Why haven't you been texting me back?
Here we go again.
Taylor:
I didn't get your text Shawn
Shawn:
I bet you where to busy to answer them, oh yea your always busy anymore
Taylor:
And your always bitchy
Shawn:
I'm bitchy
Taylor:
Yea Shawn you are and I'm over it so I think it's best if we take a break. It's just to much for me right now I should of never gotten into a relationship I'm to busy and I'm sorry I love you with all my heart but I can't handle it, all this pressure.
Shawn:
What?
Taylor:
We need a break babe, I really do love you but I think that we should take a break. It's what's best for our relationship
This really does hurt, but maybe a break will do some good.
Shawn:
We all know what a break leads to, a break up..... so just go ahead tell me you don't wanna be with me anymore.
Taylor:
I do still wanna be with you just its a lot of pressure on me.
Shawn:
I'm not waiting around so I guess we are done,
Taylor:
Shawn! That's not why I meant
Shawn:
Then what do you mean Taylor! You've done nothing but treat me badly. I put my all into the relationship and you give 50% back. I'm sorry but if your gonna do this we might as well just give up on each other
Taylor:
Are you kidding me I do everything for you!
Shawn:
What do you do?! Come and visit me? Your supposed to do that, so please tell me what have you done.
Taylor:
I've loved you, wasn't that enough?
Shawn:
Loved?
Taylor:
Yea loved
Shawn:
Well I guess if you can stop loving me like that then you must've never actually loved me.
Taylor:
Shawn.... can you just hear me out
Not delivered
Did he block me, oh god Shawn blocked me. I've made such a huge mistake.
S.M
I cried and let out a sob. I can't believe this I thought he loved me.
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