I DO <3

I'm a BIATCH!

I ran my tongue on her bottom lip, asking for entrance. When she didn't open I pull back and look at her. She has that look, like she was trying to solve a crime scene. It's kinda cute in a way but I know that look, and I know this is the moment where everything else goes down.

So I waited for her to say those words. The words of rejection I'm so used to, the words I'm trying to avoid to hear. The words that will change whatever this thing between us.

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RAF'S POV

I felt something soft and sweet on my lips. It's actually a nice feeling, like butterflies fluttering in my stomach. I open my eyes slowly and I was shocked seeing Garette's face so close to mine. I take in a sharp breath as I felt her breath fan my face. It left my lips tingling and I had this urge to just kiss her. Wait -- - Did she just kiss me?

I look at her and she was blushing so hard, it's really cute and adorable that I wanted to tease her and see how she reacts. She started saying things and her eyes avoiding my gaze. She's looking way too hot literally and well, she is hot! No doubt about that.

I've never seen her so worked up that all I wanna do is feel her lips again. I still remember how soft her lips felt and her taste just intoxicating. But I never get enough of it. I mean, that was just a peck but it felt more than that. Like it sent me swirling in a tornado, I wonder how it would make me feel if it lasts longer.

I laid eyes on her flushed cute face and the urge is unbearable so I did the only thing that can satisfy me, I crashed my lips on her. I knew it! This is way too intoxicating than the last time. Her lush lips move in sync with mine and I lose control when she pulled me closer. I let out a moan, this is nothing than what I imagined. Yes, after giving her that peck before the announcement engagement dinner, I did imagine kissing her again.

What the fudge am I doing?? I suddenly remembered Paul, the guy I'm about to marry next month. How am I enjoying this kiss?? I'm such a terrible person. I can't do this! I feel everything around me turned black and white.

But amidst that dull picture, here is the most gorgeous girl I ever met. Staring at me looking so distraught and scared and vulnerable. I stared in her eyes and I'm still amazed by those unnoticeable golden specks around her iris. It's magnificently hidden that only when you look closely that is the only time you'll see it. Like it is one of her hidden treasures and I would so like to explore more of those hidden treasures in her.

I laugh slightly. "What's so funny?" She asked with that constipated look.

"You." I said as I bent my head slowly down to her.

"Me?" She asked, looking still scared but I can see something more in her eyes that I can't name.

I lean forward gradually closing the gap between us, my eyes never leaving hers. I brush my nose slightly on hers as our foreheads touched, tracing the contours. A smile tugging at the corner of her lips making me feel like I've done something incredible. I smiled back, bending slowly, too slow, taking my sweet time. She seemed like she's not breathing at all and this made me all the more excited knowing that she wanted this as much as I do. I can feel my heartbeat increase in an instant as her breath fan gently on my skin, our face just a few centimeters away.

The anticipation of this kiss is killing me but I wanted to see her every part, the way her eyes stare back in mine, the corner of her lips twitched a bit upward, the way her chest rise up and down, the way her hair uncaringly settle in the pillows. Just her, I wanted to see every detail of her.