I DO <3

Realization!

This is dedicated to you.. cause well i did enjoy our convo.. and it did make me wanna write this chappie faster, so yeah.. ^^

As promised.. it didn't take me another month to upload.. LOL.. anyhow.. sorry for errors cause i haven't had time to proofread this.. tell me if there are.. ^^

ENJOY PRETTY B*TCHES! ^^

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GAR'S POV

I know that ringtone. In the few occasions I've been with Raf, that tone screams out a capitalized P A U L.

Yep, I don't know everything about her but I do know when it's about him. She has the look. Okay, maybe I did pay more attention to her than necessary cause I actually recognize the small changes in her features.

Every time she thought of something, she would tilt her head a little then her eyes would look on the upper left corner, not really looking at something in particular. It's kinda cute when she does that. If she doesn't like what she's hearing, her face would be neutral but her left brow would slightly twitch up like she's trying to control herself from exploding or something.

Then there's Paul. If she's talking to him or anything about him, she has that look. Her eyes would dilate a little and then she bites the inside of her lips.

I don't want her to feel different with me so I told her to take it. Spending the day with her was the most that I can have. I'm quite lucky for having this chance, maybe there's still something good for me out there.

I sigh.

I'm currently just driving around. No place in particular. I don't wanna go home just yet cause my place seemed too empty and right now, I wanna make this feeling last. Even though it was just for a couple of hours, I felt whole and that's what matters.

I passed by the store where Raf spotted the gown. I wish I can do something to have it. So I can give her something that somehow reminds her of me.

I parked my car outside the shop hoping to convince the manager or the owner to let me have that gown.

"Hi." I say, smiling at the lady that approached me. "See, I need a gown, a white one with beads and pearls." Describing is not really my style so trying is the keyword here.

It's a good thing that shifts probably ended and the crew here are not the same as the one a bit earlier.

"Well, we have a few gowns here. And luckily, there's a white gown in here." Danica, the sales lady says as she shows me a white gown.

Nope. Not what I'm looking for.

"Danica, right." I say flashing her my sweetest smile. "I already have this gown in mind. It's actually stored here in your back room. I would really love it if you can give it to me." I hope I still got that charm, it would so help me in this situation.

She look like she's in deep thought. Maybe she's trying to figure out something. "Oh, you mean, you reserved a white gown?"

I don't know what she's talking about but I just go along. "Yeah." I say laughing a little which is by the way kinda sounds awkward. "I did. Yep. Totally. The white gown with pearls. If you could just check it and I'll definitely get it now." I say looking at the gown in front of me. I'm not really good at lying so I can't look her in the eyes while saying it.

"Okay, I'll just be in a minute." She says then walk off to the left end corner of the shop.

I let out a breath. Jeez, what am I doing?