I DO <3

The Chase Begins

GARETTE'S POV

I parked my car on my usual spot. Its been a long night! I look around and its definitely still dawn.

I walk towards the elevator and press the up button. It immediately opens, I bet no one is awake in this wee hours of the night. People here are mostly the opposite of me, not that its a bad thing, its just the way it is. I step inside the elevator and waited.

After every gig, I would drive all the way back to my pad and dive straight to my comfy bed. Night life just seems over rated right now. Funny that line came from me but things change and it will never be what it is before. I shook my head to clear my thoughts, now is not the time to take a walk down memory lane.

The elevator stopped and I'm greeted with the usual spectacular view of the interior design. It never really fail to amaze me how skillfully artistic this whole building is.

I opened my door and all I wanna do is cuddle up in my bed. Just a few steps away, I told myself. I'm too tired to change so all I did was remove all my clothes except my undies and literally dive on my bed. I love doing that. My bed is the best part of my whole pad.

I was about to drift off to sleep when I felt two arms wrapped on my waist.

"Hey, you still awake?"

Am I dreaming? Or did I really heard that woman's voice? I stayed still and try to listen again.

I felt soft kisses on my back since I'm laying on my stomach. I immediately opened my eyes and yes, she's here. I distanced myself a few inches away from her.

"What are you doing here Sam?" I ask in the coldest voice I can muster.

"Your still mad at me?" Her eyes start to get teary. She was looking at her hands, looking so sad that all I want to do is hug her tight and never let go. But I can't do that. I can't fall for that act. I was stupid before, too blinded to see what really is happening.

"I'm not mad. I just ----"

"Please, its not what I wanted. I love you!" She inched her face closer to mine. "You have to believe me." Her voice pleading and her eyes look so sincere that my heart is slowly melting for her. Can I not forgive her? She's the woman I loved for almost 5 years.

I stared at her. She's still has that beautiful angelic face that I always loved. And every time, just one look and I'll come running back to her. I know I'm being stupid!

She press her lips to mine so gently. I never thought I'll be kissing this girl again. I miss this kiss, I miss being close to her, I miss her laugh, I miss holding her. Just a slight kiss sent a thousand bolt of electricity down my spine, making me shiver.

She smiled against my lips while placing butterfly kisses, teasing me, making me want for more. She place her hands on my cheeks, gently caressing. She trace the contour of my face, my jaw line, and tilted my chin a bit upward so our lips are adjacent to each other.

"I miss you." She said in her soft sweet voice. She kiss me again. This time more aggressive, demanding for me to kiss her back.

So I did. The stupid me did. I kissed her back with as much passion as I can. I can't deny the fact that I miss her, that I miss every part of her. Its been 3 months since i last saw her and those three months literally felt like hell. But I know deep down that we can't be together, not after everything that happened.

Each kiss were turning to something more, something deep. That if this continue, I might not be able to pick myself up again. I need to stop cause its burning me, its taking all the will I have not to give in, all my reserve.