I DO <3

FOREIGN

I felt the tension wrap us in that little imaginary box, making the space between us too noticeable for my liking. Not that we are that close but still. The air feels heavy and everything just felt distant. Time slowly drops to zero, making every millisecond turn to hours. All my brain can process is her. Her and nothing more.

I stare at her dumbfounded. I don't know what's happening. I don't know what happened.

I don't know.

I don't.

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RAF'S POV

I drop my gaze, I can't look at her like that.

I know I've been too calm taking in this situation --- the whole "gay thing". It's kinda scary if you ask me. Its like, I'm bottling it all up and when its full, it'll errupt into fireworks of drama which is not a good thing on my part.

Yup. I've been making out with a girl. What's the big deal?

If only I'm not the one in this totally mixed up situation, I'll find it funny. Or maybe not. I don't know. I'm still a mess but I think I'm doing pretty good handling all these.

Doing good my ass!

I should be running away than flirting with the girl that's making everything else complicated.

But it won't be fair.

Its not her fault. Its nobody's fault.

I look at Garette and I can't help but stare at her gorgeous dark brown eyes. Why don't I get tired of just staring at her?

This is INSANE!

A while back when she kissed me, which is by the way getting too familiar, I felt it. I felt that strange yet pleasant emotion bubbling up in me. I don't know what it is but it felt good. More than good actually. And when whatever's the bitch name is, is still here, I kinda felt a tightening in my chest, is it jealousy? No, I can't be jealous right? So, no. Its a bit ambiguous to name it but its there. And when Garette's hold tighten in my hand, it instantly vanish. I can't pretty much focus on anything when this girl is just a few steps away from me.

Right now, after hearing those words. I can't help but think of the thousands things I can do.

Yeah, a thousand things more than just a peck.

I could push her right here, right now, and kiss her till I can't breath. Till I lose control and make her mind go in that sinful daze. Till I be in no more doubt and give it all in. Till I fall in that deep occupied world where nothing matters, nothing to make me take it all back, nothing to watch me fall and nothing but her.

But no, I once again turn around and find myself too scared. Too scared with everything.

I am a fucking wuss!

Is turning around really the easiest way out? It feels as if its the only way out. Out where? I don't know.

I was about to walk out when I felt a hand gently pulling me back.

"Don't go." She whispered.

Those two words, it felt like its saying more than just those two words.

I can't help it. I shiver cause I just can't tell you how much it feels good to feel her this close, feel her just a step away, and realize that this is all real.

I stop.

I shouldn't have though.

But I did.

So I stayed.

Everything pretty much is a blur. It's like I went off somewhere but my body is still here. In this four corners of Chill Out.

And the next thing I knew, she was up there, looking sinfully gorgeous and staring at me like I'm the only person in this room.

I find myself sitting in this comfy couch just near the end of the bar. My friend Danica, sitting across from me, and drinking her Wet Pussy. Yeah, the name kinda made me laugh too. But its really a drink and she loves it way too much. Its actually her favorite mix. And believe me when I say this, two shots of that and I'm dead. I don't know how Danica does it but she just take in too much of that shit. I can't blame her though. If you ever tried that, you'll know what I'm talking about.

Danica keep on telling me how hot the guy on the left was but I wasn't listening.

I can't listen when I'm hearing Gar's voice in the background.

I turn my head to the right and caught her gaze on me. And there, even in this few distance between us, I still got trapped in those unjustified hypnotizing eyes.

Do you know how does that feel?

Getting trapped.

And you like it?

It's as if you're in that box but instead of a panic attack, you find yourself comfortable. That you never want to get out. Never want to go back. And just stay there in that moment for the rest of time.

She looks so good up there. She was at the piano playing some melody and I never did imagine myself liking Nicki Minaj but right now, as the words escape her lips, I'm glad that song was brought to life.

"Girl, you got my heartbeat runnin' away
Beating like a drum and it's coming your way
Can't you hear that boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom bass?

She got that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom bass
Yeah that's that super bass

Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom, she got that super bass
Boom, badoom, boom
Boom, badoom, boom, yeah that's that super bass"

And there goes my heart beat running away. Running a mile away before I fell deep in this situation called shit.

I didn't heard the rest of her band playing. I was stuck looking at her, and drooling might I add. Yeah, drooling cause damn, you can't resist that gorgeous hottie looking at you like she's seen a goddess. And I tell you, I ain't nothing near a goddess.

This night will always be something. Far from something.

Its more than everything.

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So another chappie which is SHORT! I KNOW.. but i'm running out of time cause I have a CASE PRESENTATION in 45 minutes and I'm still not dressed.. so yeah.. i'll be on later.. maybe.. LOL.. hope you guys like this chapter..

THANKS TO THE PEOPLE WHO ADDED MY STORY IN THEIR LIBRARY.. I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS ONE.. SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAP..

BTW.. VIDEO ON THE SIDE.. ACOUSTIC VERSION OF SUPER BASS! LOVE IT! ^^