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Fall To Pieces

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Haven't proof read so sorry for errors..

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FALL TO PIECES

RAF'S POV

Oh, this is nice.

I thought as I let myself drown in the softness of this mattress. Everything felt nice the smooth sheets covering my body are warm, just right for my liking. Snuggling more to this comfy place, I burry my face on the pillows and the sweet smell of lavender invaded my senses. Wrapping the sheets more to myself, I felt an exceptionally warm feeling behind me and there's a gentle wind blowing at the back of my neck making the spot tingle. I reach out my back trying to stop that soft blowing but my hand landed on something soft and smooth.

Oh my gosh, where am I?

I suddenly realized that I don't exactly remember the things that happened yesterday. After that lunch with Paul, it felt as if I was floating and the only thing that I can remember is thinking and walking and walking.

I raked my brain for answers but nothing came up instead a slight headache started to arise.

I'm supposed to be with my bridesmaids for the bridal shower but I don't know if I did. Was I that wasted?

I force my eyes to open even if the only thing I wanted was to stay at the peaceful state I was in before thinking things over.

As the hazy objects began to sharpen, everything that happened dawned on me.

Me walking along the roads of New York until I spot this affluent building, me standing outside Gar's door, me kissing Gar.

OMG!

My hands automatically touch my lips. I did kiss Gar.. again. My tongue slowly swept through my bottom lip and I can still taste the strawberry with a mix of chocolate that her lips always taste like. I never did forget the first kiss we had. It was always on my mind the entire time.

I remember.

I'm with Gar.

I turn to the other side and found the person that's been constantly nagging in my head. She look so peaceful in her sleep, I still can't grasp how beautiful she looks.

Her steady breathing fanning across my face, making me shiver though it's full of innocence. I gaze on her perfect feature, her burgundy hair carelessly flows all over her face but it still doesn't affect her beauty. I can't help but slowly and gently reach out and fix a stray hair that covered half her face. As I touch her, small tingles run through my fingers, to my hand, to my shoulder down to my spine.

I smile.

This still remains a mystery to me.

How strong can she affect me?

It's beyond my control.

This thing between us is just so mind-blowing and irrational. Even I don't understand what's happening. I surely did not expect anything like this to happen but it did and the reason is beyond me.

And then I remembered us almost doing the "deed." I can feel myself heat up.

Of course I'm blushing you pervs, not the one your thinking! If you're thinking what I'm thinking then we're probably in the same boat.

Oh Gosh, how did I almost forget doing that?

I stopped myself from grinning like an idiot but I can't help it so I bit my lower lip. Remembering stuffs makes me feel every detail of it and its getting hotter and hotter by the minute.